Wednesday, February 15, 2006
f~bfore i met you, i nvr knew hw it was to look at somone and smile for no reason~f
if i stop dreaming. 1:14 AM +
Monday, February 13, 2006
if i stop dreaming. 3:02 PM +
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
if i stop dreaming. 9:43 PM +
Monday, February 06, 2006
if i stop dreaming. 11:24 AM +
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
if i stop dreaming. 1:16 AM +
f~final fantasy x-2~f
do press accurately on the play buttons..
else to view it larger.. =D
f~theres this one boy no matter what he does, you cant stop loving him~f
anyway yesterday afternoon was quite zzzzzzz..
darling didnt reply me arh, then i zzzzz oready..
went to take bus, heart suddenly ached alot..
i suddenly miss darling alot arh, want to be with him..
but like knowing thats quite impossible, i teared..
then i think, cannot be sensitive all those..
yea ba, sometimes i think darling dont care for me..
after that went school and my friends have a new hobby
sharing porn among each other.. =s
its normal ba, thou they kept describing them..
but sometimes they talk about the stuffs..
if i join in, it isnt right arh..
there are some things, when you start..
you cant stop nor go back..
so after school going to meet darling de..
suddenly he gone missing, i see him never reply my msg..
i zzzzz ler, i sent another.. still never zzzzzz..
walked around, then 7pm called him..
no answer, really became zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
so walked home by the longest route noh, thinking..
should i give up.. in the end i really gave up..
i was stubborn, i rejected when he said he coming straight..
sighh, then he called again i rejected again..
heartached, why i so bad.. felt so useless that darling cried..
haiss, i didnt mean to make things this way.. sorry
f~the spaces between your fingers are meant to be filled by mine~f
james called saying ssmat lab due today instead of fri
hahah it doesnt bother my sleep as its quite urgent..
we have 2hours break, dont think i can reach there
so i did some part and told them to do the rest..
anyway yesterday was quite eventful i guess..
afternoon i woke up, viewing the usual blogs..
viewed one by one, until mine.. omg it got forbidden
then i checked the rest of my blogs, working well..
just this blog was forbidden, and previous entry gone..
sighh, my blog entry.. =(
i was shocked lah, even thot ive done something wrong
then ron told me should be fine later, hah..
kinda think too much, i thot i was claimed suicidical
so had to be forbidden then track me down.. =x
thats kinda lame.. but it was fine later lah..
after awhile played dota with ron against kai and winson..
hah all strength heroes, they didnt manage to kill us yet
and then we won noh.. i was supposed to call dar at 2.30
by the time i recalled needa wake him, oready 3.00
then saw him online, so thot no need to wake him ler..
=s didnt know he want to go repair earpiece..
in the end couldnt make it uh.. sorry darling..
hmm after that game, winson went out..
so played i and kai against darling and ron..
played -ar match then first time got treant..
its quite slow uh, and kept missing de.. lols
they pushed in, we pushed back..
then they went missing, we found it quite weird..
kai said then maybe just resting in base noh..
after that went darling place, then tuu quite long..
lols then went to find the rest at coffeeshop..
we were late for about 1.5hours, they quite dulan uh..
hahah after that lao yusheng ler.. so happy got yusheng
i ate two times were baoyus inside, not yusheng arh..
in the end they not lao, they pao yusheng sia..
lol lah, i got to eat one chopstick of veges and cracker
then had zhu chao, ate finish then they discuss whats next
while i chatted with kel, hahah.. they got listurb us i think
then went up to yh house outside..
darling got beaten up by the rest on the way up, so poor thing
he say pain arh.. -.- haiss..
then went back down, then walked to some carpark..
saw a stranger dog listurbing the woman's dog, want to gao..
quite funny, the neighbours all figure how to get rid of it..
then yh they said belong to some man down the trail..
so the woman used her dog to lure to dog along to the man..
hahah then want to play catching noh..
starting like lazy lazy, dont feel like doing anything..
but it was fun sia, so long never run and play catching ler..
we played 3 catchers, then had to catch 3 people nia..
played til raining, then got police came to play too..
they more pro nia, they caught all of us except 3.. =x
lols i thot really cham arh, i dont mind anything..
just that i dont want my parents know lah, later they kill me
dont let me go out dont let me do anything, very jialat de..
one still say need to call parents bail us.. i thot die sia..
then we had to surrender hp and write down our particulars
after that we all sat at one row and just chatted what not..
lols was quite funny i think.. in the end they let us go noh..
said we were nuisance arh, got neighbour called i think..
blahh after that went home ler noh..
going school soon, take care all.. peace
f~the beauty of life depends on how happy others could be because of you~f
i went to visit my mother's side ler..
as the day before was father's side..
had lunch at mac, the girl who served us wasnt good..
we ordered too much, then made her too messy ba..
then alot of stuffs didnt get, delayed all those..
my parents were quite unhappy uh..
anyway after that went bukit ho swee to bai nian..
visit my ah ma and ah gu, my aunt and cousin also there..
hah my cousin became so thin noh, and still as 'open'..
she said alot of funny stuffs lah, and still smoke.. -.=
then some of my cousins came, with nephews and nieces
quite fun de, then talk talk talk.. played sparks..
hmm, my ah gu had sold away that house.. like a pity uh
that house was where everybody grew up from birth..
that small house was where everybody had ups and downs..
thats where they stayed and grew up.. like landmark noh..
really too bad ah gu had to sell it, as he claimed to be broke..
everybody just say if he wants to do that, nobody can stop him..
so after that went to visit my dua yi.. lols took car there..
we had to squeeze in my cousin's car noh, so xin ku..
but the distant is quite near, so had to just ren yi xia..
reached there, did nothing much uh.. just sat there..
and ate and drank and ate and drank and talked..
after that my cousins and their kids came over to my place..
where we had kfc and lao bao yu, not lao yu sheng..
hahah, i like to eat those veges and such.. very nice uh..
then finished my dinner ler, went over to darling's place..
at first told him stress arh, dont want go bai nian..
hehh then i think its quite alright ba, so went bai nian..
hmm, then bai nian finish jiu bring lazy bum go out eat..
eat finish then slack around, played playground de slides.. =D
then awhile go home ler.. start to open my angbaos..
i usually like to keep all my angbaos under pillow..
til no more bai nian then open them up noh..
then put back under pillow as ya shui qian, whatever it is..
may this new year no more disasters, tragedy and sickness..
may this new year be allwell all year round..
ich bin schnappi, das kleine krokodil..
schni schna schnappi schnappi schnappi schnapp~
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
