Thursday, November 18, 2004
fx[ amethyst means wisdom ]xf
lalala.. yesterday chatted with my good fren til midnight eh.. we lik chatted for abt 2 hours ba.. heard many interesting stories.. i dont know how i felt.. felt abit sad, disappointed, weird cos of certain tings.. overall i felt i like her alot.. cos we seem to have alot in common eh.. actually not only i say that loh.. hehh.. so im glad to know her.. we started sayin how we got together with our bf.. then we laugh but i muz talk softly lah.. later my parents scold me if they found out.. hehh.. n we chatted thru hp eh.. my hp so hot eh.. we in e middle got rest rest n sms.. then call again.. chat til midnight noh.. cos last night i hardly study ma.. i decided nxt mornin wake n study de.. in e end i cant wake n study abit.. but tink okok ba e paper.. i somtimes envy her.. her bf quite good ba.. but sometimes veri unreasonable.. haa.. then she evrytime find me is jst chat chat or say her unhappiness noh.. then somtimes i also tell her what i dont lik abt my darlin.. hehh.. i almoz nv tell others abt my probs de eh.. i either forget it or solve it myself noh.. cos relationship consist of two ppl wa.. then its also a two way ting.. to give n to get.. then i from give n get.. also form "to forGive n to forGet" noh.. have to give alot n expect a little ma.. i dont want to be contented ler.. althou i hope lah.. i dont know when i will be.. or else im forever a melancholic person since ever.. X) then before my tests i veri good mood noh.. cos i sorta accepted all my frens' concern.. n we play alot eh.. hehh.. cos usually no matter how happy i was.. once i got upsetted.. i forgotten all e happy stuffs ler.. so now thou im still as disappointed.. yet almost evryday i hear "dont tink so much".. dont know when will irk me.. or isit a good reminder.. anyway im still feelin good noh.. thanks thanks thanks.. i like e lyrics of a song.. but i forgot what song was that from.. hehh.. till i rmb ba..
if i stop dreaming. 11:47 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
