--bail me out, im just guilty for falling--

Thursday, December 30, 2004

f\ nothing to do..just a story \f

once there was a couple of best pals namely C and J.. they loved each others' company, and they cared much for one another.. C concerned alot for J, which made J look C as a big sis though J was older.. J had a bf, X who loved her very much.. J was still young, so she did not show much action, and was not sure.. X was always left alone with his pals, but he really wanted to be with J only.. X was confused about J's non-actions but he was still hopeful.. X decided to get a handphone, so he could contact J, while J only had a pager.. one fine day, when C, J and all their frens were talking merrily, J told C that theres always an unknown number paging her.. C looked at e number and suggested it is X, so she offered to call e number.. it was X, and he wanted to talk to J, and they chatted with a smile on her face, but it was only a very short conversation.. that night, X smsed C and they chatted, C was ironing in her air conned room.. X knew what J was thinking: J was going to break with him.. X was devastated, he asked C for advice.. C could not talk out with J, cos J said clearly that she made up her mind.. so C decided, since they almost evrytime take the same bus and walk the same route to school.. C tried hard to let X follow up to J.. but evrytime C hand signalled X to follow up fast, J will walk even faster.. C and X did not know what to do.. C could only comfort him.. less than afew days later, they broke up.. after that, X started to sms C evryday.. its not just evryday, its evry min, almost evry sec.. they smsed from morning to night, night to morning.. sometimes C will hide her handphone under her pillow case, so evry morning when X smsed her, she will reply no matter how early it is.. sometimes X will ask "why do u wake so early.?" as it was 6 or 7 in e morning.. C will just say that she jst woke up too.. several times C's parents caught her smsing in e very late night, she didnt care, she still tried her best to reply his evry msg.. sometimes X will tell C theres bad news, it was bcos X was not very rich, and his bill was really bombastic.. he suggested to cut down, but in e end, they still smsed each other almost evry min.. they somehow got closer, they understood each other well and cared alot for one another.. they felt as if they were siblings, which God forgot to put them together.. but they still thought sometimes real siblings will often quarrel, they were glad they never fight.. sometimes when C was free, she will visit X at his workplace.. sometimes its jst walking past, she will still look for him and greet him.. X helped C alot, like solving her problems and comforting her.. X never fails to brighten C up, no matter how upset she was.. sometimes C got jealous cos X and his frens like to ask other girls' number.. sometimes C got upset cos she never knew how X felt about her.. C started to write tiny love letters and drew pictures and drew X's name evrywhere in her diary, bcos she was liking him secretly.. she was afraid of rejection, as she lost an important relationship once.. once she even had a weird dream, she dreamt she was at e Ava room and X just busting in and shouted "I Love You" to C.. there was some connection, X was an Ava club member.. she told her friends about the weird dream, they told her it may come true.. it was until one fine night, afew months later, as X sometimes will ask C for nice sms, C decided to send X a love msg.. C waited for his reply, even afew mins was rather awkward and long.. X finally replied, he murmured a "err.. thanks.. nice".. C got angry, she scolded X "i send u that msg is for real.. i really like u alot, if u dont like me, pls tell me".. his reply took longer, C thot she could have ruined it, she scared X away.. she was outside, so she jst pace around.. then X replied "no, i like u since then".. upon recieving e msg, C was very happy.. although she believed that guy should take e first step, how could she let go of e oppotunity, and then she was jst reliefed.. their relationship was rather simple, they never held hands before.. C and X had PE on e same day, and they were from e same house.. after school, they once decided to go home in couple shirt.. their frens teased, but they didnt care.. her friends also reminded her about the dream, "so it came true, in some way".. some people misunderstood that C snatched away J's bf, but they were best friends, they just explained openly.. J was also happy for C.. then one day, C was going to meet up with an irc guy, she told X she was rather nervous.. on e same day, X had a tournament of his favourite hobby.. he promised C that, no matter what happen, he will fly to her.. C was glad, and she went to meet up with e guy, who was very talkative.. after awhile of e guy yakking yakking, C decided to leave and meet up X.. C told X that she was going to meet somewhere near his tournament.. X said he will be there to find her.. C waited and walk around e place, and e irc guy called her, they chatted.. she waited and waited, X told C to wait.. suddenly, X told C that he could not make it.. C got angry, she didnt bother about anybody, and went home.. she was near tears on e way home, she had waited for X for more than 2 to 3 hours.. she was harsh to leave, X apologized and they decided to be siblings back.. X still cared alot, he would fetch C home from late tuition.. and brighten her up when she was down.. and sometimes will company C home from school.. C sometimes still visit X at his workplace and also the exhibition where his boss had his stall setted up.. then went out and have fun with her other bros, she didnt care when her parents told her not to go out with a bunch of guys, only C was e only girl(they thot of e guys was her bf).. her parents even saw X once when he fetched C home, they liked him bcos he was known gentleman.. sometimes when there were events, C will wait for him, then went home together.. there were times X wanted C back, but C somehow jst want it e way they are.. although they never said "lets stead" "u r my boyfren" "u r my girlfren" what sweet words not.. theres still someting special, eh.?

if i stop dreaming. 5:18 PM +