Wednesday, January 12, 2005
f\ true story \f
once there was a couple, they knew each other through their friends.. they became together after a few weeks later, although the time they started to know each other is short, they had good chemistry.. the only problem was they stayed very far, but they everyday chatted through phone and sms without fail.. the girl became protective, she disallow him to go out and play.. she disallow him to talk to other girls or meet them, or else she will ignore him for life.. he was mad, he didnt wish to be controlled.. they started to discuss about it, he have to have his own freedom, and he needed her to believe his love for her will never fail.. she agreed, but she still call and sms him time after time to check on him.. it was alright for him cos he dont mind, he knew it was also out of concern.. she went to work, he every morning had to wake up early and fetch her to her workplace which was even far from their houses.. but he still fetch her go and home late at night without fail.. after a few months of relationship, she had another boyfriend and the nasty truth was hidden from him.. as her second boyfriend was a friend of her boyfriend, one day they chatted.. the second boyfriend then realised that guy was her boyfriend, and they even had a couple of months of relationship, yet the second boyfriend had only a week of relationship with her.. he didnt know.. the guy was furious, yet heartbroken.. he wanted to scold her, but he didnt want to lose her.. he confronted her, told and warned her everything.. she said back stuff as if she was not in the wrong.. he could not trust her, and neither could he respect her, as she didnt respect him in the first place.. yes he went out with girls, but he only wanted to chat and sometimes have some fun, not into any relationships with them.. she thinks she is not wrong, he thinks it is wrong.. how to live with someone of different thinking, yet loving the one always.. disappointed again and again, yet do not wish to lose the half of their love.. fustrations, confused.. cry, cry, cry, nvr eat, nvr sleep.. all for what, useless.! am going crazy, so many songs are making me tear, whats the real decision anyway..
if i stop dreaming. 9:29 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
