Wednesday, March 09, 2005
f-\ unchain my heart u r keeping n let me start anew \-f
ahh very long nvr blog ler ba, currently very tired.. cos my sleeping time all wrong i guess, almost every day go out, go out come home 11+ to 12, still can play gb til 2+ like that.. then sleep at about 3+, 4 like that, wake at 11+, 12 like that.. oo like almost everyday play lan hor.? not dotA, is cs, same old but quite fun.. nowadays keep hanging out with those hiadis, hahah i also find abit weird sometimes but guess its alright.. everybody nothing to do so play together ba.. =] everytime listen to their stories, so many many stories, hahah but im still a guai guai cinderalla (do house work, fold n iron clothes, take care of sis + reach home).. yupps, there are other groups n gangs also, but some have work or busy something, meet once in awhile when everybody is free.. anyway like what someone told me before, everybody are friends, its just of different groups.. ^^ oo ya, im on e newspaper.. zz, everything written so wrong noh.. i didnt say i will go there n watch eh, i said i will watch on tv if im free.. hahah and my surname is wrong.. -.= lousy reporter, or maybe not her fault, i was rushing off then she nvr listen hao hao ba.. lalal~ today ignaz killed my whole team when we went to chiong cen, hahah TRIPLE KILL.! then made everybody dulan, tio trashed n owned.. oo ya~ was playing cs that time, left me n zq ma.. then i went looking for him with my shotgun, went rnds n rnds n rnds.. found him liao he went up e stairs i was behind him he nvr saw me.. then i shot him, didnt know with no bullets.! i was *tek tek*, *bam* im dead, then they all laugh at me, even outsiders.. sibeh paiseh, oops.. oo kev said he went fishing, so long they only caught a "xia" (prawn), i was laughing.. then met him, it was a "long xia" lobster lah, better than i imagine a tiny prawn.. they said 4hrs catch one small lobster noh, so cute.. see lah, i gave up fishing for lan gaming eh.. =( blahzz [dont play too much, dont play lan too long, later no money liao] hehh, shoppingzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz lets go~ must bring lotsa money, or else like e other time owe til hundred over, hahah.. my blogskin like so boring liao, but abit lazy to change.. someday when i whole day free, nth to do n got e mood ba, then make new blogskin.. lalal~ who used my nick n tagged a heart arh.. -tsktsk- bleahzz.
hey dearjie, thankies for ur notes.. we nvr contact since we broke ba, n im back to old self ler.. =] thou i admit some things can make my heart sour, lalal.. hahah jst recieved them, thou im fine dont really any "love lessons" ba, they are still rather interesting.. like e examples, they also made me feel "normal", at least that i wont feel much uneasyness.. cos they said doing those things are "normal" for us teenagers, part of growing up.. lust is infatuation, love is forever.. still, i dont understand what is love n lust, thou there got write e difference, i still dont know.. =D anyway let time n my mind + heart open my eyes ma, there write de.. thankies again, muackks lotsa love~
if i stop dreaming. 2:04 AM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
