Wednesday, April 27, 2005
f~u twinkle stars in my dreams.. without knowing~f
hii, yesterday did what arh.. oo went to tpy central, hahah i thot only at tpy then anyhow wear.. then went to mos to find them, saw that guy e day before asked us to donate.. he asked me to donate noh, then i gave 2$ noh, nevermind de.. thou im pok liao, hahah then went to mos, got gwy wx and kel.. hmm and we just sat there, hah kev came, we still just sat there noh.. gwy said all like buai song face, quiet quiet never say anything.. =S then js they all at far east arh, then we had to go orchard.. then wx, kel and me wore abit like go downstairs nia ma, aiya nevermind just go noh.. hahah then i called js asked far east where, shopping centre arh.? he said yaa.. then we went to e underground there, yuan lai they at far east plaza.. and we waited noh, oo we talked about teh kor (short pants) and teh kor (underwear).. err abit paiseh to say but just say okie.. err im like e only human who dont wear undies at home.? =X hahah, but really noh.. anyways then we sat around and walked around, and they came.. hmm js wore til abit formal.? then mel "joined our side", hahah cos we anyhow wore.. then we went to play dota arh, 4v4 for first two rounds, then last round 5v3.. 4v4 is kev, js, kel and me, then wx, fer, mel and gwy.. first round okok lah, i forget what liao.. second round, yeah i over that Dominating liao, i got a Monster Kill~ quite happy and got a second.. hmm then last we all vs kev, js and kel.. thou we -ar but they like tio e hero quite good ba, and we lost..badly.. hahah, then really sian and i no money ler.. i owed benson 10$ and owed kev 10$, so sad.. and we went to mac, ayy then chat chat eat eat.. then i had to go, cos my mother got cook for me actually, my father kaopei me.. then they also followed, hahah and we went home.. then e school sent e letter say i forget to add one paper, kaos so mafan arh.. that time nvr check properly and say everything finish.. lalal then thats all, watched finish all my vcds ler.. whao so hot nowadays.. =S
if i stop dreaming. 1:25 AM +
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
f~chances are all around us, it only matters Are You Ready or not~f
hiya, today i went to carepoint.. so long didnt go there and see amylia ler, hahah.. hmm firstly i met with zs and yf cos they at my house downstairs, then i chiong arh, forgotten to wear my necklace, abit weird feeling.. but nvr go think about it, its just that my shirt quite low, then like quite bare that place.. anyways we walked to interchange to wait for jane, waited til 4-5 buses went off eh.. oo i saw one guy from quite far looked like ck, then i walked towards really him sia.. hahah abit weird how come he one person stand there ma, then gwy came, and a guy asking for donation came.. aiyo dont know why that person like dont like me, abit dont care me like that.. anyway then js came liao, they went NP, i walked back and jane came we bought drinks from VD shop.. hahah then took bus there, was not talking was thinking last time then zs came and stood beside me, another side e girls were chatting.. we said how much we missed sec school, oo hr said he waited quite long liao butt gonna rott, then what arh.. went in hi hi, amylia haven reached, oh congrats being promoted.. then we went into our cafe, not bad e feeling.. but got abit of problems, haixx.. then amylia came liao, we discuss discuss.. decided hao liao noh, then we still thinking of somemore ideas ba, e place abit wulu.. then we went to a S11 nearby, dao pi liao, so funny.. we asked what happened, e worker said no money to pay rent so closed down.. omg but e seats were still there so we sat and discuss about e conclusion.. woots not bad lah, we connecting well and having quite afew ideas.. abit excited sia, but im gonna start school in a month's time liao, will got time meh.. =S then we went off cos e workers gonna eat i think, they suddenly crowd at e seats next to us.. then we talk somemore and waited for e bus, "thou we very long never see each other, we dont feel e distant.. why.? cos we have a strong bond of friendship".. then said bbyex to amylia, hahah we teased her.. then we went to tpy to have dinner, dont know who arh.. in e end we sat outside koufu those seats there eat, so hot sia.. but can enjoy e songs arh.. then we eat eat and talk talk, suddenly black out sia.. hahah everybody went "orh.." de, very funny.. oo only koufu outside we siting that area and downstairs de vcd area.. dont know why bank and koufu and popular there nvr affected leh.. then we went to Cd Rama, i bought my first various artists chinese cd neh, very nice cos alot of songs i like.. dont know why i like MayDay alot now, i like their cute mtvs and cute songs, lalal.. hmm then we walked somemore, talked somemore, then kev called me to go crc.. i left them, then saw wx at library outside, i walked towards.. hahah then iz dont know from where came, i walked behind him.. then i listurbed him, he abit surprised.. hahah then we went in, got flora, js and ck.. then we went up crc liao, kev dont know why sia.. i wanted to play that touch screen de, i inserted 1$ coin then suddenly got e alarm (very soft nia) and it ate my coin.. then i told e guy, he said he not boss, then i asked for refund, he said he not boss also.. waa then very sad lah, hahah that guy always talk to me he like that treat me.. oo he asked us to bang and hit e machine, we banged and hitted still got nothing sia.. very funny lah, then iz and i shaked e machine.. guess what, suddenly got 18 credits sia.. laughed til pengs.. 1$ should be 2 or 3 credits, then 1$ became 6$ or 9$ sia, so "worthed it" hah.! then we played noh, can anyhow play til keesiao also.. but we maybe made it spoilt, e machine become very laggy arh.. then we restarted it alot of times, still got e credits left seh, but very laggy.. then play and play, i abit worried for someone, dont know what happened.. ayy then we left noh, i went home tried battlenet dota, waa very lag sia.. 4v4 singapore game, too laggy all quitted, i dont know opposite team left how many ppl, i only know my team only me.. then i owned everybody, sibeh song i first time kill and kill all e way nvr die dao.. Holey Shyt, beyond Godlike, Wicked Sick.. aiya e opposite team can manage all his players ma, kept chiong middle, we played middle nia noh.. thou i kill and kill his heroes, i nvr manage my other heroes ma, so they still came into my base noh.. then sure lose de ba, i quitted noh, yeah got a first.. lalal~ then my fren sms me (for so so long) saying he stoopid, -.= then i think i will buy him something he lost today.. for no reason at all.. see how later i no money, oo he very funny.. cos he at tampines de army camp, i studying at Tp.. he say we sms each other, when break or after school if he also can, we together go shopping first and eat.. =] ayy kinda sad for him also, we friends for so long, didnt know.. err, to my good friend: i hope u are safe..
if i stop dreaming. 12:11 AM +
Monday, April 25, 2005
f~when that smile of urs creeps into my mind~f
hiya, hahah just wanted to try on italic font.. hmm, just now went out arh.. i, wx and kev actually wanted to meet go town or what de.. then very very unconfirm so in e end nvr go.. hahah, then wx slept i woke him.. then abit late ler, so he had dinner at home.. alot of uncertainty, aiya.. then talked to kev on phone, then i helped him found someone to eat with him.. he kept playing his game arh, i kept pushing him, then he kept taking his own time arh and asking alot of questions.. i kept "go liao lah", hahah til abit bth.. then i went first, later wl wait ma, i got patience de.. then what arh, oo wl thot i reach very slow so went to buy things, so i waited.. then i stood outside Shop N Save arh, he thot i waiting for who.. hahah i was feeling e air con, then he suggested we go in walk one round.. then he told me about friday night incident, aiyo.. then went outside wait for kev noh, hahah they talked about blink, windwalk alot of things arh quite funny.. then he reached liao kev say want go kou fu, wl dont want.. then they say say til go kou fu noh.. then i saw tzewei, hahah he abit funny, he said "free come up snooker zone find me".. but i dont know who he playing with, confirm wont go ma.. hehh then kev past thing to rex, then went koufu eat.. then very funny, got e ru hua that show, then we sat one row sia.. abit weird then quite funny e show, i abit dont know some part what they saying cos my chinese not very good lah, cannot read.. then went ntuc buy stuff, mel.c came noh.. oo he didnt see us thou we were infront of him nia.. then what arh, we went crc to see if han was there, on e way saw andrew, and his new gf.? hahah i dont know, he still call me ahgirl, hmm kinda miss those times.. oo wells then couldnt find han, they went home.. kev pei me rent vcd noh, hahah then we stayed there til e shop close.. then i treat him eat curry puff, hahah.. then pei him walk to traffic light then bbyex ler.. we everytime pei lai pei qu arh, hahah.. finally got e photos, yeah~
if i stop dreaming. 12:38 AM +
Sunday, April 24, 2005
f~wo and my jue jiang~f
computer got alot of problems arh.. i blocked my cookies then i cannot tag.. -.= want to say thankies to "me!!".. anyways these few days went out arh.. oo if u smoke, and put one finger on top of ur lips, u can create a heart.. quite interesting, i nvr do of cos, its my friend tried.. hahah, today went out walk walk with my buddy, oo we went to eat, then saw his friends.. hahah heng i smart, he told my buddy he wanted to know me arh.. but too bad, i dont like him, he talked to me, i didnt look him at e eye and abit bo chap him.. he bobian had to say bye, hahah.. he said bye i gave him a sec look and nodded and whispered a bye, hah sorry arh.. then saw alot of his friends sia, then played lan at parklane.. haixx worried for him, smoked 3 sticks then said problems.. there nothing to play leh, i only know cs nia.. then talked and walked and bought some stuffs.. both of us are poor people, so talk and walk around..
hmm e day before [friday 22nd] i reached tpy first thou change of time, then i reached there e guy holding on document i saw didnt ask me anything, i thot safe.. then i stand awhile he approached ler, talked about e life time membership of an online book store.. heyy actually not bad, but i dont have any cash, i kept asking can ask my mother anot.. he said no need all those, then he ask "do u love ur mother.?" i said yes, he gave me a free spa coupon.. then waa i quite happy sia, then he asked i how old, then he said my hair can go school meh, i oready said i waiting to go poly noh.. =S then benson came, he talked somemore, then in e end we rejected him and he took back e spa coupon, wth.. hahah, and his last words was "i really like to give u this, but i cant.." then he looked at me then e coupon, and then said again "yaa i really like to give u this, but i cant, sorry.." hahah, he looked cute actually.. then i and benson went to value dollar shop arh, really very friendly and fun sia at there.. e auntie talked good about benson and talked bad about that ahseng looking guy.. so cute sia e auntie.. then got one weird looking, skinny and tall uncle hor, =S heard he stole things from e store.. oo then we went up and down alot of times right, then all came liao so headed to cine kbox, hahah used e 1dollar coupon, in e end need to add this and that became 10.30$, for 3hours.. oo we sang and danced, sang and danced.. only i and gwy hor, we danced and sang e song so loud, hahah.. then e Sun Wu Kong then all danced and sang loudly on e sofa, til e guy came in all paiseh.. hahah, oo Pieces Of Me cannot sing lah, Ashlee's voice too girl ler, i and benson sang thats why zhao sia lah.. hahah then we sang The Reason, zhao sia version, AND WE DIDNT CARE cos purposely de, it was freaking funny.. "i found out e reason for MEEE~ to change who i used to BEEE~.. and the reason is youuu" in mono zhao sia tone, hahah nice right.. lalal, fun fun next time go again again.. sang old songs, i liked e feeling i can still sing them.. but got one picture taken arh, Evidence: saying thats what friends do behind ur back.. HAH JKJK.! then ferline late arh, we going for Speech Day, so we split 3 and 3 took taxi.. actually wanted ferline to take e first taxi, in e end she took e second one but they reached first, and we more expensive also.. =S then after that at Speech Day, quite fun ba.. oo starting help e guys book place, sibeh paiseh lah.. we four people booked two rows, then so many people came in, very paiseh noh.. then after that went down to eat and talk, then i went to crc with those guys, full house so they sat around, and some of us played e touch screen de.. i laughed til stomach pain noh, cos we like anyhow play de.. wasted my 1$ and 3 credits for 3 times.. hahah but fun lah, e slingshot nicest i think.. =] then they decided to go matrixcafe play, i decided not to play so went home, oops sorry.. =S
that day before [thurs 21st] we went to e movies.. oo wanted to meet 2.30pm at tpy, but i late.. why, cos i went to cut hair, and i didnt know it will take 40mins+ like that.. sorry arh gwy, then went to De Elements, no customer except me.. then got one guy i think quite new, he shuai ge neh.. e one cutting my hair, Alan, asked him washed my hair.. then we chatted noh, hahah he spoke de chinese different de.. we chatted about movies, alot of things, first time got people chat with me when washing hair.. oo he said he 2+am one person watch eye10 at home, and everybody sleeping, but he was laughing away, what a "horror" movie.. then cut hair, alan said he went to KL see fashion show, and this haircut now quite popular, so cut gimme.. alot of funny things happened actually, hahah.. one was that after washing he combed my fringe down and it covered til near my mouth.. then they blowed, still leaving e fringe covering half of my face.. then he cut every part of my hair, then said what its gonna be like, but nvr mention about my fringe.. then after awhile i bth liao, i said "how i see like that.?", he laughed and said later will cut off de, and i told him before i dont want short fringe.. i said oo, and knew i was silly.. =S and another was he die die also want to cut a outer bob layer, i die die also dont want.. he gave childish face, saying its like e whole fashion package noh, i still insisted i dont want.. lalal~ then he changed e bob to layer noh, but his heart still sour ba.. hahah sorry.. =S at e end i was abit surprised, my comments to him was "isnt this abit too cute".. blah blah, he kept saying cute is good, my eyes so big.. big meh.? oo at e beginning when i stepped into e salon, he said "u have big eyes, i want to give u a cute haircut", i said i dont want.. he said "u have bf.?" i said no.. he immediately said "thats why. after e haircut u will attract many guys.." i laughed and said dont want.. then he pointed e shuai ge and said "let this ah-du be ur bf.?", i laughed and said no.. hahah then "ah-du" paiseh looked away.. in e end he still gave me e haircut, but changed abit cos i kept rejecting his idea, sorry arh alan.. he said again trying to change my mind "after e haircut u will look very cute and attract guys.." i said i dont want.. hahah, then he said "u want girls arh.?" then i laughed and said yes.. then he said "cham arh like that".. lalal~ then i said "that guy malaysian arh.?" he said yaa.. hahah i so lihai arh, that shuai ge is malaysian.. then cut finish liao, went outside.. e guy outside said "go pat tuo arh.?" i said "no, group outing".. hahah he said oo, and that was e third guy asking me that question at that salon.. okie, then went to find gwy n js, my face still got small hair so U turn to toilet.. heard behind js saying dont know what, so turned then saw them.. washed my face, then waited for wx and kev arh.. then fer, mel, johnny and jm came, then mel wanted to eat so fer came with us.. then went yishun to watch Infection [gan ran] noh.. very few people at e cinema arh, then gwy kept screaming out loud, err abit paiseh.? hahah, then e show like not very nice leh.. dont really have e kick, hahah.. then went to north point, then went back to long john eat.. hahah, went to meet les, ck, wl, ch and mel at crc to play dota.. I Was So Happy.. two games also won neh.. first round, we [me, js, les, ck] won wl, ch, mel and gwy noh.. e Gods lost, to me abit surprised.. =S then zl and kev came also.. oo zl got help us abit ba, then next round was me, gwy, wl, ch and mel vs kev, les, ck, js arh.. at first i abit dulan noh, 3 people taking middle, i kept kena killed.. then i like sian sian, then i didnt know i can kill bone fletcher, i abit song liao, hahah.. then got one part we all chiong middle, then lost.. oo then in e end we won noh, and i got first~! its e second time i got first ler, thats why happy.. hahah, then went home ler.. errs i like lost count of my days and nvr update alot of things, dont know why quite busy also and no time and tired.. bbyex`- OMIGOSH~! =]
if i stop dreaming. 1:08 AM +
Thursday, April 21, 2005
f~listen to the voices within~f
whao these few days nvr online, watched vcd and went out noh.. fun days, and late nights.. nowadays suddenly i felt something wrong with me eh, i neglected ppl, ppl neglected me.. haixx, im sorry noh bud, i lied.. wont understand de lah.. anyway today went to town, oo on my way to e mrt.. got one guy stopped me, he said "i know u are busy meeting ur friend, but pls gimme a min" i said okie.. then he said "lost and found (my tee), i found u", i smiled and in my mind "what a corny guy".. hahah then he started talking about e girl with cancer, i moved and was really uncomfortable.. he said "dont be afraid of me" what not de, uh please.. he was standing so close to me, and i was so uncomfortable.. he kept saying meet bf, e free gift give bf, i said i dont have any.. then he said he be my bf, i said dont want.. oops probably abit direct he diam diam and dont know want turn where.. then he asked me to donate, he said "not one hundred or what.." i nodded, he said "but 99$.." i looked at him and laughed abit, he said not funny arh.. i said yaa, then he said 10 or 20 noh, i said okie i go withdraw money upstairs.. he said he accompany me, then he asked me how old, he introed himself.. so hes e same age as i am, same poly but appealing to NAFA, same as me waiting.. oo he better dont same poly as me sia, hahah.. then he said he scare i run away, then he said he wait outside, i guess to get more ppl.. then i withdrew liao cant find him anyway so dont care lah.. went down missed e train then saw a figure at a distance away quite familiar, hahah its kev.. quite qiao, then i walked towards him ask him where he going.. hahah at first bluffed me meet his friends, yuan lai same as me.. then wx came, n we left to town.. and we shopped, then walked then played dota, then ate.. oo got my Dominating again, won 2 outta 3 games, quite happy.. then waited bus with gwy, hahah wx had to go home, tio gan.. then all went home ler noh.. ive got nothing to say liao, zz.. got, but dont want to say.. e lost lost type of feeling.. its making me dull, oo wells bbyex..
errs, felt like blogging e day before.. oo firstly met with benson, cos gwy late.. we went to raffles place first, and we walked around, quite alot of shops eh.. hahah, then bought a drink, cant see e meal fibre but can eat dao.. hmm then gwy came liao, we went for e medical check up noh.. hahah i waited for them, but quite fast de cos nobody.. yeah its good eh, then after that we left to town.. oo actually say wanted to walk to city hall or bugis arh, hahah benson said keesiao.. anyway then went to cine we wanted to watch -the pacifier- noh.. hahah, so we asked ppl go, i asked wx and kev.. at first they said okie de noh, then we walked around cine, got dj then like got fun activities.. firstly was spot e spider on ur 2dollar note arh, hahah.. one girl found, but couldnt say so we all dont know.. then took neoprint right, then walked around cine.. waa then they in e mini toons soo long sia, i abit bth.. hahah, then wanted to buy tix liao, kev at first said he will go lie down awhile, 5++ call him.. then 5++ liao, needa confirm ma, couldnt reach him, so gwy bought for johnson and ck first.. hahah.. then we ate dinner with jane also, then kev called liao, he said he want.. then gwy went up to buy noh, sorry arh cos we still eating.. hmm and we took lift up couldnt see gwy anywhere, we thot she took e escalator, hahah.. quite funny, then i went toilet found her noh.. hahah, then got e spongebob game arh, but like cannot go anywhere.. hmm then we went down again, benson bought his justea.. then kev came, and we took lift up.. oops forgot about johnson and ck, so sent kev down one level to call them.. then they came up, we went in noh.. actually wanted to random de leh, kev kept saying otherwise.. lalal~ then we watched e movie, very nice eh, and funny.. got one sad part, we teared hor.. hahah, then went back to tpy arh, e guys wanted to do something lah, then benson and gwy went off first, i walked with them noh.. hahah johnson ate ock, he got stucked.. hmm then went kev house outside, we talked about our dreams hor.. hahah, then went to prata house and cm come liao.. then talk talk, then they want go play billard, i went home on e way noh.. hahah.. oo then e day before, i forgotten what we did ler, remember then say.. hahah i chatted with someone quite long arh, we walked up and down e path.. cos he sent me, then i sent him then he sent me then i sent him.. hahah but not bad arh, shared our lil secrets.. then i ran home, hahah scare kena scolded, everynight so late.. lalal~ oo today [21st 12.20pm] i had a nice dream.. later i come home then say.. tata~ scully i forgot, oo wells..
if i stop dreaming. 1:53 AM +
Saturday, April 16, 2005
f~if i could make it obvious~f
hiya, today was a tiring day, went around whole day.. firstly woke up in e morning then pei my mother bring sis to see doc at thomson medical, took taxi.. my sis e day before had fever arh, but e flu and cough haven go away, then she like quite xinku keep crying neh.. hahah then my mother forgotten to bring her birth cert, e nurses asked weird qns de.. anyway after that took taxi went to TP, cos ive forgotten to sign one paper, so mafan hor.. go so far just becos of a paper, aiyo.. then took taxi again go home, then i faster go interchange arh.. hahah benson one person waiting, so kelian.. then i cannot find benson de, then suddenly gwy from behind hit my head.. scary sia, then benson came.. then we waited for isaac, hahah he go make his hair like last time my friend de mickey mouse hairdo.. hahah i past him english tys noh, then he went for tuition, so hardworking arh.. then went to bank, then went eat at koufu, then went banquet find kev, zl, les, kel and wx noh.. oo then got one call.. e guy said "im from blah blah, u remember u went to this blah blah shopping center blah blah supermarket.. blah blah" then i said "huh.?" then he said "oo reception no good.? il call back later.." then i said okie then hung up.. after awhile he called back again, "is it better now.?" then i said yes.. hahah then he said again "im from blah blah, remember u went to blah blah blah.." i said "pardon.? will u repeat where.." he said again.. something shopping centre, something supermarket.. i said "no i dont recall.." he said "oo its alright, maybe u will recall later.. anyway our company blah blah has 30 consulation prizes, blah blah.. got 1 italian watch worth 150$ and a free one week stay at thailand or sentosa.. and u are one of e lucky winner.." i said oo okie.. then he said "when does ur working hour end today.?" i said "huh.. i dont work" he said "but its stated here u r working, mrs cheyy (i forgotten)" i said "no im not" and he apologized.. hahah okie thats real and it was hilarious, fancy if i can get those prizes.. then went to crc played dota, fun lah.. got a Dominating again, then played cs, quite fun also.. then played dota again, then went to eat kfc.. after that went snooker zone, then i left to find hanrong and siong noh, so wulu sia e place.. we had meeting and discussed about e hub or cafe noh, hahah fun talking to u again.. then got rats fighting de sound, so scary i dont dare to sit down.. then late liao, so walked to my house de busstop then went home rest liao ba, goodnightzz..
if i stop dreaming. 1:48 AM +
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
f~dou jiang you tiao~f
memories can make me sob, hahah.. but im still cheerful, and light hearted, right.? "You haven't felt this romantic for -- well, for a very, very long time. Does that mean you should give in totally and do what they want you to do? Nah. You've got to love yourself before anyone else." hahah, so funny arh.. actually quite true neh, i felt something yesterday.. lalal~ anyway yesterday [cos now midnight] went out lah, firstly pei kev go check up.. i so good arh, cos all not free.. actually meet 2pm to go orchard, one need shao mu, one need pei mother go out, one pei friends, one tutoring, hahah.. oo at e clinic saw two alicias, very funny de.. e young alicia i think is my last time block de neighbour eh, its like that.. e counter de person call "alicia" i dont know why i nvr react, maybe cos i know i nvr do anything.. then e young alicia need check up, she said e blood test pain.. she very cute sia, i think she said she fat or something, cannot get blood thats why very pain, then say her blood colour quite dark de, then dont know what lah.. e girl next to me quite cute de, when i helping kev arh, she helped me.. then kev saw his pri school friend, i saw him look at kev arh.. kev called his name, then e guy said who u.? i laughed sia, hahah.. oo then kev check up finish, e young alicia left liao, why i say young alicia, thou she probably same age as me.. cos later arh, e counter de person call "alicia" again, its an auntie.. hahah so qiao so many ppl same name as me sia.. then go pet shop see pets, e uncle quite frenly de.. bought two turtles, so cute arh, kev also bought two.. those turtle are long neck, soft shell then their mouth sharp sharp de.. then js came arh, oo we explored e frogs.. oo then i forgotten to buy turtle food, so dumb sia.. buy turtle never buy turtle food.. -.= tomorrow must go and buy, or else very poor thing.. hmm then we went to kev house arh, take container for my turtles, thankies arh and e pebbles.. hahah then i and js went to withdraw money, then i bought drink, he bought bread, we waited for kev sia.. then talked about kev, hahah im a light hearted girl okie.. he ordered teh peng, then kev came liao.. hahah, then kev disappeared again, js call him arh, then i walk saw indian small girl skipped pass me, her mother called her "alicia", waa another alicia sia, three liao.. hahah then went to somerset find wx, waa e mrt 1min coming liao so say have to chiong, zz sia.. i always have phobia of walking thru that mrt entrance thingy actually, cos i kena clammed before, waa then kena clammed again, so pain eh.. then i sat down, saw one guy take that bag so familiar, then he sat down.. kong hong, we called him cannot listen de him cos listening to discman.. hahah hey i really like his hair eh, sunday saw got tell him very nice.. =X then flora, sh, jane n jm at lido there arh.. shld have stopped at orchard, then walk there noh.. waited for kev again, he went into his workplace there.. hahah, then went to find him, cannot find dont know he where.. oo he at outside liao, then went play lan noh.. played dota arh, restarted alot of times right.. hahah, then first match lose lah, wx and kev everytime use those heroes.. blah blah, first match finish flora need to go liao, sorry for being so late arh.. =S then play again, hahah we 3v2 noh, not bad lah, i soo long finally got one Dominating then i chiong ma, and died, then kill somemore, wasted sia.. won noh, then i go join other ppl cs, hahah.. after that we ownself play cs, quite fun arh.. i really broke liao sia, then i said dont want play ler.. hahah yea noh, can use on watching movies de noh.. =S then went to eat burgerking arh, eat eat, les, gia n ck came ler.. then js siao de, mention about e cute thing.. he asked how ck say, then i say, i blurr ma.. then quite paiseh eh, i lean back so ferline can cover me, hahah.. then we went to borders arh, cos very cold.. we were eating bubble gum and walk walk and chatting merrily there.. hahah, then after that went to tpy noh.. benson and gwy came, cos they wanted to eat dinner.. ck quite kelian eh, then chatted with me arh.. hahah then after that we walk walk saw one cat on top of another cat, with another black cat beside them.. hahah wx say why never move de that upper cat.. oo then e poor cat want run away i think, but e top cat still want sia.. then e cat finally ran away, e two cats chase after.. hahah very interesting show, then another cat joined in.. gang bang.? three cats chasing one cat.. hahah then pei gwy, benson and gia near my house there to eat, e guys went crc arh.. after that pei them walk til bus stop, alot of xiao qiang arh, then home sweet home ler.. my turtles sleep ler, goodnight..
if i stop dreaming. 1:48 AM +
Monday, April 11, 2005
f~if i could, then i would.. i will~f
currently 26++ hours never sleep, hahah.. gonna keesiao liao.? yesterday thon crc noh, or aka chalet arh.. but should be last liao, cannot liao lah.. hmm, at first arh quite confusing.. wx said iz go then he go, so i say if wx go then i go.. hahah, then les dont know why tell wx dont have play, then kev said have.. then i called weiliang, he at first said should be got, then he said got got.. oo then met kev pei him eat arh, then iz came very long sia.. nowadays people say on e way, very very long then reach.. then went to buy bread for e long supper then went to crc down liao.. oo iz sometimes eat or drink things will offer me if i want a bite or sip de, hahah.. kev dont know say what, then iz say im his zharbo, paiseh lah dey.. weiliang keep shooing us faster reach arh, very funny.. oo we went to shop and save buy somemore stuffs, e big bottle of water 50cents each nia, dont know why so cheap arh.. =X oo we like going picnic right.. then wait for everybody come, quite long sia.. wl want imitate other couples right, keep listurbing me arh, hahah paiseh sia.. then ch n wl keep getting free gifts from 7eleven hor.. hahah, oo quite alot of people went that night.. got js, les, iz, zl, wx, wl, ch, kev, ck, kh, mel, fian bro.. then as usual crc time different from normal time, so they started playing e porn photo hunt, still cant beat e top score arh.. play liao, at first quite sian dont know want play what de, too many ppl ba.. played gb, so heng i tio room 14 arh, then finally played dota.. but keep on got ppl lag out, hahah.. louzy comps, then played cs.. so fun arh, thankies kh and bro cheering for me.. then use shotgun so fun eh, but i still quite slow i guess, then scare scare de.. then kh sleep arh, hahah.. played plant and defuse bomb, oo keep on got ppl suicide so funny.. hungry then wanted to eat my last bread i let bro play, he still quite pro sia thou he said he very long never play ler.. hahah, oo got alot of psycho killers arh, die liao still want shoot and slash.. then played dota again arh.. after that no more liao, morning liao noh.."ehh just now not Sunday meh.? how come so fast Monday liao.." hahah, then go mac eat i nvr eat.. listen to them talk about dota, then made fun of ck.. oo hes just kinda weird to keep saying me cute and lihai, goosebumps sia.. hahah then after that went to school one by one bye bye.. quite fun sia, talk and walk to school then sit in school talk, then take invitation cards for everybody eh.. must go leh, all e invitation cards with me.. hmm then went amk to find e ocbc bank, go rounds rounds to find.. oo saw jane sia, then dont know who said scully will see their halfs.. hahah, e auntie also so funny.. say so many ppl go e bank, actually is to excort one person to e bank.. then she said i princess arh.. hahah, then they said no all are hiadis, then im princess hiadi.? hahah so lame, then went to bishan check up.. saw farz n her mother, she also went for check up.. then fian bro said later one by one see their half isit.? i forget liao, then they went in to que, e rest went outside wait.. then we chatted outside, then went in chat at a corner, where theres a table and chairs for kids to play e toys provided.. played and laughed noh, waited quite long sia, then rested afew times.. js go orbakak my eye, pain sia.. oo cos les, wx n fian had to do e check up, then did finish liao fian bro said later next is shihui [iz].. hahah then in e end e next person really is shihui sia, but is another girl, so coincidental noh.. then went to j8 to eat, saw flora and then farz again, waa so qiao arh.. but never saw e rest liao.. =X hahah, wanted to buy toto or 4d sia.. oo then walked around around, then iz bought his curry puff then went to bus stop.. dont know want plan go where, but tired.. so went home ler.. dont know if i want to sleep anot.. lalal~ next time make gb got those sound effects arh right.? hahah, DOMINATING.. =X
if i stop dreaming. 3:20 PM +
Sunday, April 10, 2005
f~nothing i have is truly mine~f
hey, now listening to my discman, suddenly remember arh.. weiliang lost my ear piece, how could someone lost ear piece de, going to buy me back one anot.? hahah, u told me okie, but still dont have.. anyway today went to play dota two times, price= 9.90$ and 3.60$, whao gonna be broke ler.. haixx i owe kev money forget to give him just now, benson also owe for e other day de seoul garden, but i prepared e money liao.. hmm oo yaa, played dota with kev's cousin and his cousin's friends.. dont know who so xialan, keep suan me.. at first say "dont keep dying leh", i wanted to say "u think i want de arh.." but in e end i said "(in my mind= u so lihai) then u take top lah".. hahah, then he\she say i accompany u.. whatever lah.. then play til quite lihai, keep got ppl want join then restart and restart and restart de.. then sibeh sian sia (sss) liao lah.. oo got one game arh, e enemy was running and dying soon, used my laguna ler, so i chasing.. that person said "wheres ur punge".. i said "he was running lah dey.." he\she said "kk" then awhile "next time got chance use".. use brain lah, lina punge must accurate or else useless, running how to punge.. last game played -ar, get an alien hero like i know how to play sia.. that person suan me again "i think u better quit dota".. i know i louzy lah, but think i want to play with that person de arh.. suan my friend also, want die sia.. in e end not me most kena killed noh, talk so much rot.. lose my fault arh, also got team de part wa.. if nobody want help me, what can i do.. keep let me solo.. okok, maybe i dont think about tactics, i dont think about e enemy's skills and weakness.. blah blah blah la la la.. anyway then went bishan (for nothing but its alright) then back to crc play dota.. oo i saw that girl at e nwo shop, i was shocked to see her.. she was stunned also, hahah she recognise me ba, everytime see her and ask her same question.. aiyo i looking for that nwo the beatles print de tee very very long sia, cannot find.. then she said no more liao, so sad.. should have bought long long ago, but long long ago i had no money.. anyway played with ty, gwy, gia, wx, les, kev, js arh.. play with friends better than alienic ahsengs and ahlian.. at least more comfortable and not so sian.. at first its 3v2 nia, i and wx vs ty, 2g.. hahah just start so dont know can win anot.. then restart arh, then GG we should be losing ba.. then play again.. used medusa, learned all my skills, got soul booster and crystallis, on mana shield, attacked frozen throne.. woohoo~ after 6-7 rounds, finally won sia.. i feel actually im not crazy over any games eh, so sian.. dota at first quite fun, then after that.. e feeling is like just another ordinary game.. sometimes cs more fun, cos more exciting ba.. sometimes dota more fun cos can train and chiong all those.. play.? just play noh.. gb also abit sian.. usually go in see see then see got nice room just play noh, usually 1v1 de or 4v4 aduka or 2v2 friendly match.. or else with friends of cos, but no feelings liao.. wont dulan, see xialan ppl wont argue much.. hmm, ive done all my poly package de stuffs liao, done medical check up, done shading and filling up forms.. now waiting for my appeal results, if fail then pass up liao.. ready to go TP~ excited ba, hahah.. err, who want pei me go school.? =X
if i stop dreaming. 1:47 AM +
Monday, April 04, 2005
f~he wasnt~f
i like its mtv, very cute.. got devil and fairy, pretty and nice..
err, something stupid something funny inside me.. i dont know what to do..
There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
This is where I start to bite my nails.
Up in my room and when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I've got, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.
Na na na na na.
-Avril Lavigne-
if i stop dreaming. 1:47 PM +
Sunday, April 03, 2005
f~those were the memories~f
yeah just watched finish My Brother, was a nice and touching show.. teared quite alot, hahah my bolster caught my tears.. go watch, its really very nice.. oo i found some 6f photos, dont know want laugh or cry sia.. they are really funny.. let you all see, but dont laugh.. at me.. can you spot me.?

my class de girls.. hahah cant really remember taking this..

hmm, this is an excursion or what ba.. dont really remember also.. hahah..

lalal~ this is the most hilarious one.. pengs sia..
if i stop dreaming. 2:17 PM +
Friday, April 01, 2005
f-\ woohoo \-f
found a couple of nice blogskins, but i cant decide to change my blogskin into a music one or final fantasy de.. cant decide sia~ both also very nice.. or maybe i make two blog.. Lol, create one new final fantasy blog, then e music de use for my own.? lalal~ tonight then slowly decide then make ba, gtg bbyex`..
if i stop dreaming. 4:47 PM +