Saturday, May 28, 2005
f~i want to be an angel, to draw stars and paint rainbows in your dreams~f
hiya, school is fun arh.. as im class rep aka Keys of e class, i had to take care of 1girl and 20guys.. hahah, then at first only i and jess together go here and there, and break time.. since dont know when we started to join nat, nigel and monhin noh.. after that james also join us, so its a group of 6, quite fun, we are lame, funny and get along well noh.. theres still another group of boys in our class, they like to joke and talk, alot.. =X some of them are seniors arh, quite old de.. then e rest, anyway i call all of them e ahbeng group lah.. and we are e guaikias clan, keke, when we free we are gonna play cs together.. my school everything also got arh, its just dont have those fast food restaurants nia, but e facilities are there good enough liao.. anyway i still okok with them arh, but james dont know why like dont like them sia.. sometimes i do have e feeling, as they are "mature", they think we act childish.. hahah, maybe one fine day we will all get along.. then lastly, are foreigners, got from india, china, indo.. their friends suppose in other class de ba, so never really interact much.. oo on thurs my pants de that main button dropped out sia, get what i mean.? e zipper is my only hope arh, then very paiseh.. i kept pulling up my pants as i walk, hahah.. hmm then in my group, i can say lah, each of us is different, something like got special features noh.. but we still like to joke and chatt non stop arh, so im glad lah.. hah then jess asked for their numbers, then they exchange exchange, i like abit dont bother noh.. just started nia, i haven find e need yet.. so far jess, nat, nigel and shaun (i think hes name is this, still haven familiar with names arh) got my number, but i never ask for theirs except jess'.. hah then i rejected james (i was joking but lalals i dont care) and taufiq, oops.. hmm oo then nigel look very alike wenquan leh, hahah really sia.. only that nigel is much skinnier, he doesnt eat much de eh.. =S then shaun got e image of panweibo eh, no joke, abit lah.. only that shaun is shorter, and more meat, hahah.. oo monday we 6 are gonna play badminton, so fun sia.. monhin booked de, but an hour only.. then i think tuesday im gonna have rock climbing session, ive joined adventure club and archery noh.. hahah johnson said next time my arms become very big, really meh.. >.> i dont want sia, but like fun fun wa.. hmm i next friday to sunday going pulau ubin camp noh, got go into e wild sia, still say may meet bears, kaos abit excited noh.. yaa yesterday went to play dota with gwy, meow, les, wx, ck, js, tuck then kh also there.. hahah we lost noh, abit can win but still lost.. aiya i use rhasta too slow ler, dont blame me.. hahah then les abit stress like that, aiyo then i remember my APEL class, Andrew Kor (everytime i say his name, my friends everytime say hes ur kor, not mine LOL) got say "dont take things in life too seriously".. yaa noh, then he said "dont get into a serious relationship, u gotta have INCOME first.. then TRY to quarrel (he said must quarrel, as if purposely), if still together, then GOOD." alot of shyt lah, he said very funny noh.. "oo my PIE, my lovely PIE" is e lamest thing ive heard.. then everytime say must forgive others, cannot judge others, bad things must modify as can be used in future.. then what arh, oo APEL class de motive is to dont know what, something like teach us how to live happily like that.. hmm most ppl will think maybe TP alot of ppl go commit suicide, hahah.. yaa then e session is every week an hour nia, quite fun lah e class.. no need stress so much, just listen to that Andrew Kor talk about FACTS OF LIFE, and listen to his favourite phrase "its ur choice".. hmm then im glad noh, my subjects are mostly physics and amaths stuff, im glad i took those in sec school and understand fairly.. yaa altogether im taking 8 subjects, 3 subjects like that got recommended textbook, and each textbook cost 40+$ de, so exp right.. somemore all our notes is ownself buy de, everything ownself purchase de noh, somemore use for one year nia.. next year buy everything again, hahah poly life can really suck ur money sia, but still good got government's help, but still when work i think have to pay back or what.. oo e lockers more keesiao, one year 45$, thou my mother say dont mind, but i cannot lah.. so exp sia, maybe if need to keep class things then il think about it.. hahah then i also got tool box de, so cute noh.. abit paiseh also, a girl taking tool box but my tcher say will get used to it de.. so far all e tchers also quite fun lah, except maths de tutor, damm hes almost or totally like that last time sec school relief tcher de mr lim, louzy lao kok kok, damm sian noh.. hahah then everytime edmund walk past me, he give me that stoopid face and stare cos usually i never notice dao him, then everybody thot he my bf, nahs.. hmm oo i also found out my class got some people, they just lost their someone sia.. so sad, but i never share much, hah.. hmm then yesterday finally got back my ft cd, can play liao.. wont be that lag noh, then e graphic also better.. yaa e weather also abit jialat, rain or very hot, zz.. hmm just now went out arh, actually was meet weiling nia, go orchard walk walk.. suddenly she say change to kbox or meet first then say, at tpy.. then reached liao, she said her friend meeting us, hahah.. then one boy, then his two friends, then his two friends got another big group of friends, all boys.. hahah at first, like dont know doing what de noh, abit sian.. hahah abit surprised arh, its like gathering noh, get to know more friends like that.. then want to eat, have to wait their friends all reach first.. dots de, then all reach liao, went to longjohn eat.. hahah after that went arcade play, quite fun noh.. played parapara, then played daytona(cos that jason only know how to play that), then played drum, freaking funny sia.. at first i one stick, weiling one stick, then i think i dont have e beat noh, then like shuagu.. =X e two boys behind laugh sia, cos we also laughing at ourselves.. but still its fun eh, i still think one person use two stick more control lah.. then she not bad arh, i can see she more "rythme" than me, those music press buttons de she also not bad.. then we also got play e 3 buttons, red green blue, must fast fast that one.. i quite lihai ba, keke, then mas and drew also there.. hmm mas suddenly played parapara sia, like soo soo long never see him play ler, he played til quite high also, like jump here there hip hop noh.. then i felt abit concern actually, so i asked drew why he so high, he told me e saddening news noh.. his gf left him, waa fancy she everytime haolian to me, gonna marry him have house have dog, so much shyt, suck his money for daily use and hp bills, HUNDREDS somemore, what a bytch sia.. fancy she had an outside bf, one leg step on two boats, he still forgive her, really sanba sia.. aiya then happy day become sad noh, my heart damm sour noh.. my buddy like still happy happy stand beside me, pei me dance parapara mode.. drew also played, hahah.. i still remember last time is mas influence me in parapara, then i influenced e rest, everybody noh.. hahah then almost everynight or weekends go chiong parapara, yaa those were e days.. slowly slowly all also know how to play expert, and parapara dance, somemore can use one hand to dance.. so fun noh, last time may be more popular, now abit nothing much.. soo good to hear some own e vcd or music cd, I WANT.!! hmm anyway after that went to eat with weiling and jason, cos he hungry.. then joke around noh, hahah then walked e night market, quite small nia, then took photos.. hahah so cute arh, acted xialan still got smile de, then i sent them to mrt there nia.. saw benson and shuhua, after that went home noh.. hmm sometimes found e world change alot, suddenly feel got alot of "ahsengs" and "ahlians" around me, sickening guys also.. thats all ba, ciaos~
if i stop dreaming. 11:59 PM +
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
f~i want to dance in e breeze of dandelion, in my dreams of reality~f
yeah hii, today school wasnt bad noh.. hmm morning reached bus8 there 745 like that, 2 buses left wl then reach, he really 8 then reach.. hahah then took bus to school, chat and listen listen to songs, then reaching soon keep keep.. saw my mentor, hahah then he said what arh, oo he last time first day of school 1half hour early reach school, what bond bond.. hahah abit crazy arh, then he said wl my bf arh, pengs sia.. hah then he said wl handsome, happy ma.? hmm then i told him got this jackie guy arh, or girl i dont know, smsed me yesterday night say wed 230 meet to collect tool box, venue to be confirmed later.. yaa abit weird arh, hahah then he also dont know who lai de.. anyway then reach school liao, i went to find my class noh.. i went up, it was laboratory arh.. then e lab got light, but nobody de sia.. then got another lab got light also, but got one person inside doing something.. so i asked "err is it students have to assemble somewhere.?".. he said "whats ur class.?" i told him i found it, but nobody in it room 156.. hah he said that class start at 11 ma, i said "huh but its in my timetable 9 eh.." he said "today tuesday leh..", then i understood liao, i shouted "oo jialat arr~".. hah very funny noh, i too blurr ler, then walked around e school noh, all my friends start class liao, or haven start.. then 30mins like that, i sat at e block there noh, listen my discman.. then saw jessica, hahah then she joined me together chat chat noh.. hahah i think her attitude better liao eh, she will at least say "no lah.." after she said something bad.. hmm then we had lectures noh, i didnt have anything, no notes no nothing, cos i friday didnt go school.. blahh classes still can lah, only thing is my maths arh, mostly are like amaths, learnt before liao.. listen to e lectures and tutorials abit can sleep sia, hahah.. e teacher got say "just bear with it, treat it as a refreshment", i understand, not everybody studied amaths arh.. hmm our class like everybody more friend friend liao ba, quite fun lah.. hah im a very "smart" class rep arh, tcher asked me to collect money and help my class buy notes.. i said "no, isnt e treasurer suppose to do it.." hah, sorry arh elton.. but at least i got go help him carry, hmm then e most fun will be our "english" lesson called TSC, its like learning to write compo ba.. e female tcher speak de english, too accurate ler, her "sheeetts", hah.. =X then got one worksheet have to do e defination for certain stuffs like thermometer, pen, SIM card, alot of craps arh.. hahah for pen i said "tube with ink in it", everybody laughed, but really wa.. then thermometer, "tube with mercury in it", hah nahs everybody know what is it de.. hmm then lao hua yen, dont know how to say ma, say eye flower, yaa we really very cute arh.. got reading de, then we have to try an exercise is describe e product, very interesting also.. yaa at first go into this class, 2hours, all 1hour each nia ma, then we thot very sian, in e end quite fun.. only e last part arh, got homework, gosh.. hmm in sec school arh 35min each lesson we abit cannot take it, dont know why my lectures and tutorials 1hour each, very fast over de eh.. e feeling is different, maybe e environment, and e tchers, hah they finish what they want to say or happy, they let us early, very early also got.. hah then very funny sia, e kept smiling de malay guy, he took out his hp.. then he said "hey class rep, can i have ur number.?", i said for what.. he said "u class rep wa, can sms u..", hah i said "huh for what..", really ma just started nia got what thing to discuss or give out.. then his friend said "aiya he want to know u lah", then i said "said so lah..", then he looked at me but i ignored, hah cute sia.. =X hmm then after school went library with jess, very nice sia my favourite is 3rd floor.. e atmosphere is really very relaxing, i love it very much sia.. then 5th floor can rent vcd, music cd, dvd, and watch vcd, so awesome right.. hah then after that went to find my mentor take my notes and tools, really screwdriver all that arh.. my senior cum friend cum neighbour cum ex school mate also in there, hah they all dii siao here and there noh.. then talk talk, jess went home, i wait for my friend together go home.. freaking sia, 3 THICK (i mean it) notebook, 3 thinner notebook and a bag of tools, then my bag de stuffs, very heavy noh like crazy.. poly life also can lead to brokeage, subject de revision book costs 40+$, then heng so far i only know need to buy 2.. while i have 7 subjects noh, still got somemore notes need to buy arh.. then imagine all these only used for one year, then really can lead to brokeage noh, especially those one subject need one revision book de, hahah gila arh.. then tomorrow got NE forum, we must attend 2 to graduate arh.. 2 hours like that noh, should be fine ba, if not listen discman but have to hide lah.. i only know e refreshments after that is great, hahah.. when my sick hao ler, i gonna eat that carovan whatever, forget how to spell de lemon chicken rice sia.. 2bucks nia, business school de 2bucks western food also, lalals.. ^^
if i stop dreaming. 11:31 PM +
Monday, May 23, 2005
f~if a single flower rep every wish to be with u, i`ll walk forever in my garden, until u come~f
hey ya, hahah today did nothing much arh.. was burning my cd, can listen when going to school arh.. hmm then les said go watch movie, then i said anything.. then he playing game ba, haiya soo stoopid of me leh.. now i know why my bros dont let strangers or their friends to make friends with me liao, hahah so i know this guy from gunbound ba.. he suddenly asked me in msn who am i, hmm maybe he that time got add me or what, my list full liao so i never accept ba.. he said im in his list, but hes not in mine ma, but we are friends in frienster eh, dont know which is him in gb also.. so we chatted alot of stuffs arh, his ex imigrate ler.. so he looked at my friendster, he asked is it i changed my style after graduate, hahah.. i said nope i changed my style after i broke off with my ex, then he said most ppl change style after graduate, hmm maybe.. anyway then we chatted alot arh, he said he can feel im a very caring person, in good and bad ways, yaa true.? hmm then he started saying i remind him of his stead, omg sia i know got something liao.. i think i too relax liao, chatted too many "personal" stuff sia, then lead me to this "mess".. hahah, honestly i dont know why i dont like to make new friends, especially i never meet before de.. he said something like can he take care of me, he need someone to take care of arh.. hah im very realistic de, i also never see him before.. -.= then i explain, he gonna understand that person, see if that person suit u or got feelings then together de ma.. aiyo then i dont know why sia, i gave him my ho bei, i must be crazy.. his first sms was "hi my dear alicia.. blah blah whats ur ht.?" omg lah, i didnt reply.. =X hahah oo that was yesterday arh, then today suddenly got one person sms me "hi gal, im a lonely guy looking for friends to talk to. can i be ur friend.?" omg lah, i also never reply sia.. really very regret sia, hahah my friends say me stoopid, yaya i really am lah.. anyway then les said 4pm at tpy red circle, he still online noh.. lalals then i walked there, on e way saw wx, hahah he wore nice nice, i wore like go market.. he said why u wear like that, not go orchard meh, hahah i shocked dao.. then we went to find milky, rex and kev.. and we went to koufu, funny thing is, they dont know who call who de, then they go out walk walk nia ba.. then they said never ask les, aiya so messy noh.. hahah then les reached liao, he dont know wheres koufu, he went banquet, very funny sia.. then he on e way to koufu, they went to popular, so bad right.. all reached liao, we walk walk arh, then went to watch Amityville Horror noh.. saw quan, he doing project with his friends at mac arh.. acouple of us had money problem arh, hahah dont know which idiot go raise up e price, soo exp sia.. then we digg out our wallet to donate, hehh.. then boys will be boys lah, made les dulan, tsktsk.. hmm e show quite nice arh, they say hao hao all sit alternate seats, in e end all scared sit together, left me sit alone.. hahah but i brave arh also not scary de, lalals abit gan jiong when dont know what will happen next nia.. aiya that les kept panting they say, hahah he kept thinking "its true story" scare ownself nia.. -.= after that went banquet eat noh, then chatt chatt then went home ler.. then went down again, take my timetable from my friend, hmm tomorrow first lessons will be lab.. -.= hahah yeah then finding songs, chinese songs very easy to find arh, but english songs abit hard.. i lazy to download those download de programs eh.. scare lagg, oo my FT cd faster come back~ i want to play arr.. X]
if i stop dreaming. 11:21 PM +
Sunday, May 22, 2005
f~jie shou~f
hmm just now went out arh, actually my bros asked me to go play bball.. im sick arh, sore throat and cough noh, so i didnt go.. then my family and i went to lor8 there eat arh, zs called me.. i was eating so never answer then i called back he also at lor8 there eating.. then i ate finish liao i went to find them noh, hmm then blah blah.. we all went to wc house, awhile nia ba.. we all chatt chatt noh, watch tv.. all just now went home change and bath ma, then one by one came.. so late liao noh, then tired so i went home.. hahah, then saw someone.. i made this pic arh, anyhow make de.. i like e song arh, oo my friend intro me a webby find song de, very good sia.. ^^ anyway like quite fun, next time i make more..
if i stop dreaming. 11:59 PM +
f~if we just look up, under e same sky we could be together~f
yozzy, hahah.. its midnight liao, so yesterday was a SADurday.. why, cos e day before, friday night said hao hao go sentosa right.. so excited, said hao hao 9am meet at tpy mrt there.. then midnight mr johnson said go pulau ubin arh, i never go before, so change of plans like that lah.. then they settle settle hao ler, okie meet 1pm at tpy.. but e night before really no mood, its like last min changes i buai song, hard to contact e rest going sentosa de also, abit guilty.. thou never go before, aiya then buai song so went to sleep.. morning i did wake at 8am eh, oo gwy told me she got ask flora, but im not sure also.. i asked flora which she going, she like dont know anything sia.. anyway she 10+am then chiong sentosa, i.. went to meet them at 1.30 noh, hehh.. then nevermind leh, meet liao.. all slowly reach de, hahah kel and tuck then me then kev then wx.. then les and gwy, all reach liao, we walk here there, eat walk here there, mr johnson sleeping arh, then not coming liao.. was oready 3+ i think, everybody dulan arh.. cos we totally stuck, dont know want go where do what.. kev want go sentosa de, i actually wanted but abit late liao noh.. so very SADurday arh, hahah.. everybody really sian diao arh, hahah stuck at tpy mrt there, cos everybody cannot agree on one thing noh.. hmm then saw johnny arh, then benson came.. they wanted to go buy shirt and bag arh, then gwy, les, johnny and benson left to orchard.. SADurday sia, hahah then left we 5, we decided go sentosa, but no taxi want bring us 5 in.. hmm then orchard ppl sms tuck say call us go orchard, but dont want wx and kev.. hahah they should know why, but in e end wx got see e msg noh, so we all went orchard.. we went far east, then me gwy ben and johnny shopp abit arh.. benson and johnny shopp noh, for their clothes.. oo nowadays de shopping bag very nice sia, then benson gave me e bag, so nice thankies dii, ;] then jiaming came liao.. oo e rest dont know at where lah, hahah then we went to wisma shopp somemore, jiaming left.. then we went to taka, then i bought my keychain.. there was a linger to steal sia, honestly.. if u want to know, i from kindergarden i think, or younger i started stealing liao.. =X hmm its a bad thing lah, anyway then walk to cine then blah blah.. benson and johnny didnt go, so we just went to marina bay eat steamboat arh, oo saw konghong and his friends, so qiao arh.. then reached there got wl, wenyi, jim and johnson.. hmm then actually we planned gei siao gei siao, like half go in, e rest smuggle de.. in e end oready got ppl fetch us go de, then head count liao.. hahah sat in e mini van, then reached there eat steamboat noh.. 10$ each, i borrowed from gwy arh.. hmm my sore throat became worst sia, so very hard to eat.. haixx, then our grill got use aluminium foil de, kena fire sia, then like so shocked everybody look noh.. then got alot alot of free ice cream sia, -.= hahah eat til siao, i ate 2 nia.. haiyo then they dont want eat liao anyhow throw into e steamboat, put what shyt also got, even ice cream also put in e grill.. tsktsk, anyhow throw here and there, aiyo hahah i think e person sure dulan when cleaning up.. dont know what food wastage de fine anot, lalals.. then we zhao in 2 vans noh, hahah.. squeeze like siao, then looked like illegal immigrants arh, sibeh funny.. hmm then went to tpy, went crc played dota, hahah.. played 2 games, but both never play finish de, keep on got ppl comp hang, then remake noh.. after that went home noh, tired sia.. hor.? hor.? what a SADurday, it will sad-ur-day.. thankies to e busted bastard, hahah.! X]
if i stop dreaming. 1:39 AM +
Saturday, May 21, 2005
f~if there is one day we could dance, i wish you could be my partner~f
heyy sup, just came back arh.. hahah didnt go school yesterday arh(friday) cos woke up abit sick arh, then uncomfortable like that.. hmm also good lah, e day before that girl pangseh me alone with 19guys, i pangseh her noh.. hahah no lah, im not that bad actually.. hmm so didnt take part in dragon boat thingy all that, actually quite disappointed.. never try before dragon boat sia, may be fun.. then anyway slept til full full, very nice.. cos parents went out ma, but got cooked porridge for me.. then i ate liao, watch abit of tv then parents came back, my father help me make my comp.. yeah now using windows XP de, finally sia.. then went online, then went out noh.. went tpy met tuck first, then kev and zl came, then fer, mel, gwy and johnson came.. then together go cuppage plaza.. hmm actually didnt want to go arh, save money, but slept so much liao aiya go walk walk noh.. hahah then rex and milky there, oo finally got someone under same school as me~ milky, yeah but he different course noh.. but still good lah, engineering school everybody is friend.. then wx and les came liao, went toilet first.. i got a scary feeling sia, i saw one leg de shoes is ming ming one of our friends de, in e end he never came out.. or maybe its other ppl de ba, then got ppl knock, i dont know leh.. who so boliao, really is les and wx.? hahah anyway then play dota, first match really jialat lah, my team abit noob de.. hahah then second match quite fun sia, but real high.. that rex lah, sat beside me, he dii siao me, dii siao my mouse, peep what i private chat.. soo irritating noh, hahah we two abit keesiao right, kept shout shout and scold each other like that.. next time dont ever sit next to him, lalals.. oo really happy sia, -ar i go -repick tio LINA, my favourite Lina Inverse aka Slayer.. woohoo, so glad.. then after that never play lah, i wait for them finish can go eat.. then got one guy like very irritating, stranger lai de.. he kept talking to zl arh, teach him this that, but zl is a pro noh, he know alot of things.. hahah can tell he abit dulan, then he also teach gwy, become like help her play sia.. see liao also abit buai song noh, heng kev go approach him like that.. aiya, why never directly say him or what, hahah.. then waa in e end they played so long, totally no time to eat de.. bobian just go home noh, gwy also.. then went back tpy, gwy's last bus left so kelian, if its me really panick sia.. hahah then she went to take taxi outside, i wait for my bus noh.. reach til one bus stop, saw andrew and mas, hahah then i called them.. woots so late liao they on their way to serangoon.. hahah yeah, then tomorrow going to sentosa arh.. wee` can go swim liao, hahah.. and gwy say want eat sakae sushi, omg dont suan me if i again acted too direct to e waitors arh.. ^^ i too "brother" liao, hehh.. its good to keep wake early, can start training ma.. ;] cyazz..
if i stop dreaming. 12:07 AM +
Thursday, May 19, 2005
f~as memories stay, e heart ever change, there will be a time to move on~f
hii, today still freaking tired arh.. hahah met zheqi in e morning then went school together, chatted abit and saw our school de shaun arh.. anyway reached there quite early, so pei him look for his classroom like that.. after that went to find my classroom, i totally forgotten where sia, then anyhow went up 6th floors two times then found my classroom sia.. our school too many blocks ler, moreover they are not in order de, hehh.. so reached there, they say 830 de ma, in e end e tcher really 10 then come sia, or rather late for 8mins.. real sian noh, slept abit, our mentor about 9+ then came to entertain us.. then had chicken rice with ju hua cha, nice sia.. then we did flag making, really fun sia.. err most of e things is i think de, cool right.. our class is 501 ma, then i made it into 5ero1, its like e 5 is some sorta Z, get it.? then drew powerpuff girls, at first i was just joking, then they really asked me to, so i drew a ppg as zorro, so cute right.. then what arh, got empty spaces, so i suggested draw ENG with tools, then i sketch out.. then drew cosmo, first time i just drew in front of ppl on e floor but dont care, got ppl help me colour all that too.. =] then after that, e mentor collect money, then we ownself entertain ourselves.. we played paper basketball, then i anyhow threw they all laughed at me sia.. so funny noh, then chatt abit.. know some name, like taufiq, hes weird he kept smiling de.. then haixx that girl, very straightforward girl, said something bad about myself, she will say "can tell".. then abit haolian also, say alot of things.. but i dont really felt much, sometimes abit surprised, sometimes abit disappointed.. my mother say scare she is bullying me sia, i never speak up.. lalals i dont care anyway, when going for lessons mixed class hope wont see her noh.. oo our CP is call andrew kor, he late arh then i say he went to kor sai.. whatever it meant i dont really know actually.. =X then he want talk one by one, he said alot of things to me arh.. he really really like to say about life stuffs sia, but our mentor say got even worst cp, woots.. then what arh, went to listen to lecturers talk, hes really funny sia.. then got some part i really bth can sleep sia, e guy infront kept stretching backwards, nearly touch my leg, then when really touched dao he then never stretch so much.. then what arh, went to sports complex hall there, learn new cheers arh.. oo played games, waa each diploma need 20ppl ma, then i only girl sia.. play e game is like run run then lie onto each other stomach, in zig zag manner, see which fastest.. then need to laugh noh, hahah cute right, ours got second i think.. then dinner was horrible, one small piece of carrot cake, one small piece of 9storey kueh, one medium sugar donut and one small swiss roll.. and two bottles of water, really more like tea break or snacks sia.. and then had an indoor campfire cos raining arh, and it was so so nia arh.. see each diploma perform, our performance is e best, it was a dance.. i never join lah.. then played games, our diploma is e worst, hahah.. cos is like e emcee say need how many this that, then need to gather.. what pink shoe lace, 1cent coins, long strains of hair, so many rubbish our diploma so few girls how to find sia.. then got beauty pagent as finallee, its each diploma one babe and one hunk noh.. waa got alot of ppl pointing me sia, but e mentors at e other end, they saw another girl, look more decent so too bad.. hahah e cat walk is scary, very sexy arh.. hahah i dont think i wish to try doing those also, too paiseh liao.. hahah then tomorrow will be walking to bedok resourviour.. then im going to participate in dragon boat, according to a friend mentor.. woots should be fun ba.? then tomorrow also, all e schools together challenge cheer all that ba, hahah.. oo btw, thankies weiliang, for ur concern.. i was actually quite surprised when u called me, really appreciate..
if i stop dreaming. 11:58 PM +
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
f~the love may be fake, yet the heart always stay true~f
Damm. I'm soo freaking tired arr..
woots, today went to my institution, wasnt really far actually.. 45mins or so ba, hmm woke up real early, 6 like that then laze 15mins.. went out took bus to interchange, then took bus8.. lucky it was a double decker, then listen to my walkman, listen to e song then cried.. -.= i dont really understand ba, probably still emotional, or is there a deep scar.? i dont really know, anyway reached liao, got ppl asked me do survey, remembered one girl name nia.. hahah, then qued up to take our matrixcard, its like our id ba.. psst, e photo i took i really looked very mature, hehh.. after that went into e auditorium, real huge.. then alot of things lah, briefing then cheers, video clips then briefing then cheer again.. then my course really alot of guys sia, and very spontaneous sia, will just like that shout out and sometimes shoot e emcee.. i abit paiseh arh i didnt participate in any of e cheers, i just laughed and clapped, its weird, also no friend to support me.. got many talented ppl ba, played band, e electic guitarists are great, e singer is great.! oo he really sounded like Red Hot Chilli Pepper that main singer, so man right.. hehh, then im in e first class of mechantronics, then got 7 or more classes i think, each class only 1 or 2 girl nia noh.. hahah this class is not really e study class noh, lesson classes will assign again, then everybody mix up they say.. e class we got assigned, is like share problems de, then we under one teacher call our Care Person.. yeah, time table haven ready yet, cos still got DAE de students haven know appeal results arh.. oo im e class rep eh, so fast arh, hahah so fast can earn SEAL points liao.. its like CCA de points noh, oo still cannot decide sia.. photography, drama, sports or music de.? sheez, i like so many, so many to choose from, i cant decide sia.. hmm and my class heng got one girl noh, Jessica.. err shes really cute noh, then she kept saying she fat.. i think shes just chubby ba, but still cute, and shes one year my senior noh, cos she graduated from 5n.. whao she stayed at bukit batok sia, even further than me, needa wake even earlier than me sia.. hmm then we got to know our Care Person, his name is.. hahah, i forget liao.! then he talked alot arh, alot of logic.? hahah hmm i really like to look at ppl talking arh, got unique or cute style or pattern de.. its like very special and nice to look at, hahah.. =S then what arh, oo got free food, rice with vege and toufu and chicken arh.. we eating, he still talking eh, say treat him as radio or what.. he really really, really got alot to say.. some going rounds, whao some really funny sia and his actions.. and then went downstairs, sat on floor, did cheers again, learn new de also.. hahah whole school of mine no friend, only one senior friend, he saw me.. he said waa my eye bags so big, hahah i said yes i haven get use to it, and no i also got put eyeliner.. =X hmm then tour around, sight seeing arh.. then saw vid kor arh, didnt know will see him at tp, hahah.. hmm he cannot recognise me or what sia.? anyway then toured finish liao, sat on e field de tracks there.. hahah got one guy looked really like jay chou sia, but some part dont really look like.. hmm then e institution has its own DANCE, its like everybody must know de, its known as a legendary mass dance.. omg its suppose to be a girl and a boy noh, then i got a partner.. my friend, J also have.. then guess what, i think cos my partner more shuai than hers (hes really decent looking de shuai sia, thou hes quiet, he still look decent.. hers is abit nerd ba), she want exchange place with me.. i said no need lah, then she nevermind.. then know what, when e emcee said girls at front row, she exchanged place with her partner arh, i abit slow de, then she switched with my partner.. meaning i will be dancing with her, im a "guy".. then got ppl caught lah, they asked whos ur partners.. i pointed my partner, he pointed at me, then J's partner pointed at her.. if i were to change place, i obviously had to change with my partner ma to save e trouble, which ends me with J's partner.. oo shes smart or cunning i dont know, my mother said she had a strong bud of jealousy.. waa my mother scolded me for her, she said this kinda friend no good, dont want.. but i dont really care so much wa, somemore this current class only i and her are girls.. hmm then anyway e dancing was really fun sia, very tiring yet funny.. then after that learn finish liao, we danced e CHICKY DANCE, soo suuper duuper fun sia.. hmm dance one last time e legendary mass dance, hahah really sweated alot and damm tired noh.. after that went back classroom take stuff then go home ler, on e way back i went up e bus, i didnt get to sit or lazy to find.. it was single deck, then i stood for more than 45mins like that.? reached interchange took bus again, still no seat stood somemore.. haixx really very tired sia, my legs one day really paralyze i could blame nobody or nothing, just myself.. last time walk too much, now sit too less.. tomorrow is gonna be horrible, 8.30am gonna reach school is good news, cos today 8am.. then ends at 10PM, dammit sia, cos got what bbq and campfire arh.. i really gonna go bongkaz, headache sia, must sleep more.. oo yaa very interesting, my course no need laptop, only need tools (screwdriver all those), hahah i will be a good engineer de.. ^^
hmm, last time i posted "please forgive me" is for u, thou i dont know u know anot.. anyway now i listen to liang jing ru's "jie shou", its for u.. i cried, yes i did.. what does that mean, is it e words, is it that they are talking about me, is it my failure, or my past or u, or is it that they are so related.? is it bcos theres a scar, or is it that im just emotional, or is it e memories which hurt.? memories could never be forgetten, ups downs sweet bitter.. i started to think, if i were to be married, will i still cry bcos of things related to e past, yet my hubby sure dont like ma.. hmm im probably stubborn, or just uncertain.. i dont have any intentions, some things when they collapse and fall, and break and shattered, its hard to pick up e pieces and mend them back.. but one thing is still for sure, i wish u happy, even thou i curse u when i was mad.. if u find someone special, i hope u will be happy, and i bet she will give u many things i couldnt give u, or even better.. =] i never hate u, u can ask any of my friends..
if i stop dreaming. 11:29 PM +
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
f~smile because i did experience happiness in my life~f
i found these really cute:
my life have colours..
since you left..
red; love, hatred.
yellow; coward, excited.
blue; melancholic, sad.
green; inexperienced, fruitful.
purple; youth.
me; black and white.
without you; colourful.
thanks anyway.
_____________________________________
*Guys should NEVER make empty promises..
The girl will NEVER forget that u NEVER keep ur promise..
*Guys should be MORE sensitive to a girl's feelings..
*Guys should NEVER neglect their GF just becoz of their buddies..
*Guys should ALWAYS BE THERE for their GF..
*Guys should NEVER LIE..
coz the Girls r SMART these days..
*Guys should ALWAYS be the BEST in everything..
So that the Girl can learn from u.. Yet DUN be TOO Arrogant..
*Guys should be MORE Patient and Understanding when
its the "time of the MOnth" for the Girls.. They tend to haf MOOD SwIngs..
*Guys should learn how to SHOW more AFFECTION to their Loved ones..
*Guys should ALWAYS take the FIRST STep..
*Guys should MAKE DECISIONS... Not say "dunno la.. or anything la.."
Girls like guys who can make decisions.. whether is where to eat or go or do..
*Guys should Try to send their GF home from sch or work if they haf the time despite the distance..
*Guys should learn NOT to be toooo Messy.. in the things they do..
*Guys should learn to call and sms their GF ani time of the day/nite..
Basically give their GF thesense of SECURITY.. tats wat girls want from most of their BF..
*Guys should try to let their GF know where and wat their doing all the time..
SO should their Girl..
*Guys should NEVER Flirt around too Much..
Everyone would know that ya a JErk.. Girls can gossip quite alot..
*Guys should learn to be more Passionate..
*Guys should be SMART, Quickwitted and STRONGWILLED..
*Real Guys DO CRY.. they haf feelings too.. But dun CRY to Often..
Coz its NOT very manly.. Besides ya be known as a WIMP..
*Guys should KNOW their GF likes and dislikes..
*Guys should know their GF contact NumberSSss by Heart..
*Guys should never give excuses like
` - SOrry I fell asleep..
` - Sorry I was caught in a jam..
` - Sorry my hp went Low..
` - Opps.. I didn't know that..
` - Oh i forgot..
*Guys should Never use phrases like
- ya not angry r u? (when its OBVIOUS she is..)
- I dun like it.. ( when u haven't even try )
- I dun like them ( when u haven't even met them )
*Guys should always TRY new things and learn to adapt..
*Guys should ALWAYS make a good impression on the Girl's Parents..
*Guys should know how to make their GF happy..
*Guys should be DARING to meet ani of their GF's friends, relatives.. blah blah..
*Guys should never make their GF to beg for them to do this or that..
*Guy should Learn to behave themselves at times..
*Guys should be Fun, Talkative, Outgoing..etc..
*Guys should Never force their GF to do anithing they dun want..
*Guys should always FEEL like a girl when guys r wif their GF..
Girls like guys who can be their bestfriend too.. Understanding.. etc..
*Guys should always talk to their GF about their made-decisions.. and ask how to feel about it.
*Guys should NEVER always expect a GIRL to tell them WAT THEY DID WRONG..
when EVERYTHING was WRONG..
*Guys should NEVER be Ignorant!
hmm, its interesting noh.. well some are true, some are not, i could say.. =]
oo ya, i have something to confess.. about yesterday we played zhong ji mi ma at kfc, that cup right.. i was tasting e collostraw, then very er xin, i spitted into e cup initially.. then i tasted somemore, then poured e rest of e collostraw into that cup, then they strarted playing zhong ji mi ma.. get what i mean.? im guilty, cos i spitted.! hahah, SORRY to e 3 guys, really paiseh.. =X
yeah tomorrow going to orientation liao, must wake early sia.. long journey and needa reach there early.. zz, but abit excited.. but abit sad cos no friend under same school as me, same poly got lah.. hahah, oo wells hope it will be fun, but mostly will be ba.. too bad i cant participate in running games i think, cos my foot still pain, hahah.. lalals~
is there something wrong with us.? why we everytime play dota, lan, gaming, cs, dota, tower defence, gunbound(seldom liao), and still dota.. hahah thou quite fun, but omg sia.. like addicted.. x] play at home okok lah, can save money, but im laggy, im so sad~ hope can faster upgrade or get a laptop.. yeah ^^
if i stop dreaming. 11:27 PM +
Monday, May 16, 2005
f~the sun will always shine, even behind the clouds~f
heyy, hmm my foot like still haven hao eh, since i fell and nearly sprained my ankle noh.. hahah today was quite fun de, thankies.. yet im still looking down as i walk.. well last night played tower defence awhile, waa when laggy that time really sad eh.. especially when i cant do anything to my leak.. ^^ anyway still fun lah.. hmm then woke up early, quite heng.. i woke up at 1120 like that, saw got msg, gwy said meet 1pm.. hahah at first think why so early sia, then nevermind noh.. cos gia going to school after taking cert.. actually prepare hao ler, wont late but had to help take care of sis while my mama bath arh.. hmm then went to school noh, wx late as always.. hahah, kena infected by tu shen they say.. then went there, said hii to acouple of friends, thou not very shou de.. then e girl, forget her name liao, i think felicia hazel something she called herself told me where gwy, gia and les noh.. =] then waited for wx come arh, quite long arh, all reached liao noh.. then we chatt chatt, hmm i want watch e a###ville horror leh, like very nice.? hahah, then wx come liao we go take cert noh.. then walked to mac arh, gia left to school noh.. then i ate mac, hahah after i eat finish then they eat.. i went to buy magazine arh, saw dom suddenly called me, scared me actually.. then went back, cher also there.. hahah, then talked talked, aiya then boon, ray, jim, johnson, kev, milky all came noh.. then one by one all left, in e end we decided to go play lan.. hahah boon actually dont want de, then he called and say go orchard forget what plaza arh, cappage isit.? then okie noh, zl came also, hahah then saw kh but he going to work.. yaa quite a big group, reached there liao we played dota noh, i third.. =D then played cs, then played dota, cos still got mel, edward and afew more reached and some left.. so we grouped 3v3, 3v3.. hahah, my group is ray and mel, then we won noh.. after that played cs again til keesiao arh, one part say hao play knife nia some ppl cheat de.. hahah anyway then played quite long sia all hungry, quite cheap actually at there.. hmm then discuss eat where til some ppl dulan left, but in e end only ray left by taxi.. then fooled around arh, hahah.. anyway went to kfc eat, got auntie kept staring arh.. hahah, quite funny de.. then eat collostraw (dont know how to spell. LOL), give me eat got ketchup and chilli de, thanks arh.. then eat til abit sian, then put alot of rubbish into a cup, play zhong ji mi ma, 3times.. hahah can heartattack sia, see wx and les eat til want vomit like that, only mel very steady.. but i think i today quite heng, i can guess some of their numbers.. ^^ yeah, laughed and played til kfc close noh, then walked til my house bus stop there as always, then go home ler.. =] gdnight, cant wait cant wait.. gonna rest more and prepare..
if i stop dreaming. 11:58 PM +
Saturday, May 14, 2005
f~putting our memory pieces together, it will be like a puzzle~f
hiya, just reached home.. was raining heavily arh, heng got bring umbrella.. today was a tiring day arh, from morning wake up go out til now noh.. hahah, oo yesterday night played tower defence, fun eh.. lets play again, tomorrow okie, or tonight.? oo but lost alot of times arh, then played dota, one match go sleep ler.. cos needa wake early arh, 0915 set de alarm clock, then snooze then walked out.. i think every morning same ba, i dont know nia, nowadays never wake so early de.. hmm got garbage truck came noh, abit smelly.. then bath bath, went out ler.. hahah weiling was late, but dont mind lah.. girls are always late, unless nothing better to do.. hmm then i drank vitamilk, she ate one package of biscuit.. then we on e way to gym noh, very small nia.. at tpy de, hahah my first time.. then quite alot of ppl arh, mostly adults noh.. and its like playground.? hahah, i kept saying lets 'play' this that, so funny uh.. at first blur blurr lah, dont know how to use e machines, then got uncle help me make arh, i like that climb hill de, very fun.. =S then alot of ppl, so have to wait for turn de noh.. oo i hurted my knuckle cos of her, hahah jkjk.. then i tried almost all ba, never go e weight side nia, she abit unsure ba cos alot of men.. then train train, hand and legs, hahah then like play around also.. never sweat much, only starting then nothing to play liao, so go bath.. bath finish then went to eat noh.. went to that hdb hub downstairs eat, ate meat balls noodle.. then went to city hall, want to find someone, then went to suntec.. finding pizza hut, hahah saw that someone, hiak hiak.. actually is her someone, lalals~ and we went to walk around e fountain of wealth, say can make wish de, hehh.. then got ppl take photo of us arh, e photographer said something free, yuan lai preview photo for free, but 10$ each.. madness, hahah then go back see her someone again, then went to buy my nike bag.. woohoo, go poly take de, im so loving it.. lalals, then went arcade play play.. she lah, pull me to play ddr, i dont even know de.. kept E E, hahah but nevermind lah, pei her.. oo got ppl dancing that time dropped 2$, never saw.. wanted to take sia, but paiseh.. in e end someone else took, waa~ then played rockfever, starting like abit confused sia.. suddenly like blurr ke, then slowly warm up liao ba, then wee.. hahah, yeah we topped (actually she topped alot, i topped once), then can take photo de, so fun uh.. we took 2 times funny faces de, then first one she paiseh ma, so only took a pic of my hand.. yeah very fun arh, then saw her someone in e arcade, cos he having break.. hmm after that see ppl compete, then nothing to do liao.. walk to bugis, chatted alot lah we.. hahah, i hate bytchy hyprocrites who hurt "best friends" of theirs, such azz, eat shyt grow up de.. thick skinned bytches, backstabbers, say bad things about their "best friends" behind and infront of them.. dont know when then wake up, struck by lightning right.. hahah, okok should be a happy day, should not let bytches spoil everything.. then dont know what happen lah, cannot tahan eh, sick again.. i vomitted, til very jialat, got tears sia.. hahah very sad lah, i think my digestion got problem ler, my friends all say maybe i ate less recently.. then went to drink peach juice, talk talk somemore.. then got nothing to do ba, went to her house noh.. on e way was chatting chatting, then dont know is heng or suay saw e ppl we were talking about, my ex and e girl.. aiyo, then never bother much ba, no hard feelings, just weird.? hahah then very funny sia, we reached e mrt station liao, my friend said "i bring u luck", immediately i fell sia, never notice e hole arh, and nearly sprank my ankle.. hahah nearly kena heart attack arh, then we laughed our cheeks numb.. then went to her ahma house, abit paiseh arh, hahah.. watched vcd, then asked me to eat i dont want cos still feeling not so well, so her mother gave me milo to drink.. e show very funny arh, then haixx i dont know eh.. her mother kept saying go home early, later my mother worried all those.. i dont know what to say eh, its not like, i dont have own home eh.. =S then e show finish liao, chatt chatt somemore, her mother say go home liao.. then i also left noh, say bbyex to her family, then she pei me down walk halfway then went home.. hmm at tpy mrt there saw alot of my school de ba, but i dont know de.. yupps then waited for benson to fang gong, oo saw wc.. i thot nobody will recognise me arh, he said he recognised me by my shoe, so cute noh.. then he had to go home, then awhile more.. walked benson halfway home, halfway my home also.. then rained heavily noh, heng got umbrella, but benson dont have.. =S hmm actually i dont know what im doing lah, like a loner, lost liao.? or just wanted to talk talk noh, hahah sorry if i bothered any of you.. tomorrow thon de, err dont think going, e guys keesiao now sick, anyway pok also.. next time ba.. =X nevermind, can still chiong at home.. X] hmm know something.? in my previous blog i did say he seemed to like someone else, cos he cared so much about her.. now i see him with her, is this expected.? lalals, anyway i dont mind.. i only mentioned if i were to be still with him, how should i react.. now i also not with him, so be it.. im still cool, i never hide run from anything or what.. e only sickness i get from this is im "once biten, twice as shy", oo wells.. =S
if i stop dreaming. 11:54 PM +
Friday, May 13, 2005
f~its their loss, if they dont want you~f
today everybody tired arh, hahah then my friend talked to me.. she want walk walk arh, then i pei her noh.. hmm, long time never go out with her ler.. e last time was eating sakae sushi ba, hahah remember eat until want vomit eh.. then i think i really did.? forget liao, quite long ler.. yeah so fun arh, we were chatting all e way arh, hahah.. hmm we went bishan walk walk noh, we walked e whole place, and chatted about everything ba.. yupps then we sat down at mac, she ate fries, i ate sundae.. shared some secrets, shh shh.. omg~ hahah, yeah alot of secrets, which i never knew and i also never say out de arh.. hahah alot of "steam steam" sia, wonder why i never feel anything eh.. hahah sometimes i really want to know what he did to that box i gave him eh, got all e memory pieces in it de.. but i dont know leh, ask for what also.. but still abit curious lah, still exist anot.. anyway nice eh, she said want go tp then we can same school liao.. ^^ hmm then we walked somemore, i bought bands and a tee, so cute.. then we chatted somemore, hahah she said we chat til like cannot stop de.. then chat she said go liao ba, i took bus home noh.. hmm we tomorrow going gym arh, never go before.. hahah, i think its like playground sia, but dont think will be like any playground.. she said bring what bring what noh, then abit excited eh.. hahah, first time going to gym, wee.. but, later wake up next day confirm everywhere ache de, i also dont have habit doing any exercise.. waa then if sunday go thon, body everywhere pain, dont know can tahan anot, hahah.! yeah really really crazy over jerry yan's songs liao, im loving them~ suddenly felt abit bad girl and gothic eh, saw alot of tees with corky messages, and one voodoo brand arh, very nice.. should i date you.? i kinda want to, but abit shy.? =X ..
yeah oo wells.. its great to always have at least one friend to have alot of common with u, can share everything.. =]
and guess what.?
____*i cherish everybody in my life..
if i stop dreaming. 11:06 PM +
f~in this isolation, i want to forget myself~f
hiiee, yeah i love jerry yan's songs.. hmm yeseterday arh, thurs.. went to watch moovie, hahah House Of Wax.. with gwy, wx, les and isaac arh.. err very lisgusting arh that movie, everybody also think very er xin, hah i watched til cry sia.. hahah i dont know why arh, maybe cos im afraid of pain and blood, then waa so much lisgusting violence noh.. hahah.! to those who have weak hearts, dont watch it.. oo dont know why bishan de cine, or isit all become so strict about everything sia.. must check ic again and again, cannot bring outside food in, got ppl want watch movie de they also dulan eh.. hmm anyway after that went crc again, aiyo i dont think i want play anymore liao.. at home can play also, thou abit lag.. then also can save up for that sunday midnight package thingy, then again.. i dont know if i want to go anot actually.. =S we reached tpy liao, then walked towards mac, i saw my papa and sis, i said "thats my father" they thot i joking, hahah.. then my mama came noh, hahah then went up to mac find johnson and kev, then we help kev eat his fries, then we all went up ler.. played first game 4v3, me kev and wx vs e rest, then les' comp hang played again.. then iz come join us, we won noh.. hmm yeah im kinda excited for my orientation, its next week wednesday to friday noh, must wake early sia, earlier than i normally go sec school arh.. then i also dont know which cca to join, hahah.! i liked alot of cca noh, still thinking, i probably want go photography, drama de, music de, or adventure, or sports de.? lalals i dont know, slowly think think arh.. yeah nothing much to say arh, had fun thou im still sad inside.. i even more sad when i see or read about things which is alike from things which made me sad, which will affect my sadness.. hahah its alright.. goodnight.. i want to sleep more, store energy.. wee~ oo yaa im glad my friends are still talking to me, i thot all dont friend me liao.. yeah i love and always miss u all.. =] friday e 13th, its tzewei's bday.. X]
if i stop dreaming. 1:25 AM +
Monday, May 09, 2005
f~theres something about e way u made me feel~f
hii, just now went out arh.. at first was watching Steamboy, its a really nice show.. then kev called me arh, said go town or what.. hahah, got milky and fer noh.. then i left house liao, wx haven go.. hahah i told him to wait for me, then he said no its i wait for him.. then okie noh, les reached tpy first, then saw anthony and denise arh, hahah.. they said they heard ive slim down(really meh) then update update abit noh, said i now very trendy and modern, hahah and their bus came liao, so they went off first.. then gwy came liao, then wx.. he always so slow de lah, hahah.. then gwy wanted to drink her milk tea arh, we went to buy noh, all of us.. after that we chatted arh, a number called me, "ahgirl.." with a familiar voice.. oo was my friend from upstairs looking down.. hahah i thot nobody might recognize me anymore eh, oo then gwy no money.. then we chat chat arh, les kept saying tpy got alot of boliao ppl.. cos one girl was.. dont know doing what arh, i abit embarrassed to say.. okok yaa abit ba, alot of ahsengs and ahlians also right, hahah and crazy ppl.. les hungry then went hdb hub there eat arh, i ordered rojak, long que eh, okok lah e taste.. after that e orchard ppl reached liao, they at crc.. then we went there noh, aiyo yesterday play today play again.. hahah then played noh, two rounds.. yaa first round was normal, then second round was e newer map, e hero i nvr seen before de.. okok lah, hahah but still abit dont know arh.. oo then got uncles wanted to play with us, hahah we kicked them out arh.. after then went to eat noh, we went to a open food court eat arh, there gonna close.. they kept asking for any last orders noh, hahah.. then i ate til quite full sia, aiyo dont know why i ordered that bowl of meatballs but i really like leh.. hmm then we walked to opp my house that bus stop noh.. gwy's bus came then she chased for it, milky said later got car bang, les said later fall.. hahah very bad noh they all, then les' bus came liao, he had to chase also.. then they said he say other ppl, he also.. then wx left, cos he not walk same direction as us de.. then i crossed road noh, got cars kena banged then they discussing ba.. both also silver cars, then one e door there dented in arh.. yaa thats all, my ft cd lent away liao, now downloading cd crack, hope can.. hahah i very good right, but to my bro i so bad arh.. tsktsk, Mulan 2 also very nice..
if i stop dreaming. 11:58 PM +
Sunday, May 08, 2005
f~e heart gives love unconditionally, can i share with u~f
hii, oo i do have a "secret" blog like say my inner thots.. i never password it or what, and i got link it, hahah have to find it urself de.. but nowadays nvr blog it ler, i blog here.. anyway just now went to tpy central eh, ate dinner with my family.. we went to one place alot of ppl eating western, then we asked need to wait how long.. e guy said "jiu ge zhi", i abit slow arh.. my papa immediately say dont want ler, i said "huh.. (think) 45mins arh.?" hahah madness right.. then we went mac to eat noh, e counter got one guy.. i dont know lah, like abit weird de.. he asked "what sauce do u want.?" i said "all.." then he really gave me all eh.. he said "tartar sauce, curry sauce, sweet and sour sauce, ketchup, chilli..", hahah then i said waa, no need all lah.. but my papa said nevermind, then i take finish liao, he still say bbyex to me sia.. hahah then eat finish liao, go find wx.. waa they all bluff me sia, then waited for wx first.. past him e cd, then waited 2hours plus for boon, ray and dom.. waa we chatted til abit thirsty arh, hahah.. oo my friend called and said date me next weekend, hahah.. =X then they reached liao, we went to play dota noh.. then i and wx vs they 3.. we restarted 2 times then can play properly, cos dom choose de comps all louzy.. hahah, then we won~ ole, so happy.. i died ONCE, by that stoopid rikimaru de dont know what planted shooter.. grr, sad sia.. hahah then very cold arh that place, play til quite happy de.. lalals~ today its Mothers' Day, did nothing much eh.. i bought one body scrub, mint mint de, and gave her one perfume (actually is ppl give me de), hahah.. but dont know why she dont want eh, then e body scrub i put in her bathroom, she got use noh.. sure very song de lah, so cooling still got tiny bits as scrub.. my mama hor, alot of ppl also say.. she spoilt all of us noh.. in e house hor, everything she do actually.. =S take care of sis, tidy up our rooms, like e whole house e if she wants to tidy up, she will de eh.. take out everything, then clean clean then put back.. sometimes i see i want to help but i dont know de arh.. she also know how to cook alot of things, so im trying to say my mama is like supermother arh, everything also do.. hahah but i can iron clothes, help take care of sis, wash dishes, wash clothes, hang shirt and put them to dry, fold clothes.. yaa like that ba, hahah sometimes i feel abit bad eh.. im a girl yet dont know how to mop, cook, tidy up and clean all that.. if my mother nvr take out everything and ask us to tidy up arh, all my drawers have alot of shyt de.. hahah, anyway..
I <Lov3 my Mummy, muackss..
if i stop dreaming. 11:58 PM +
f~e candlelit burns, to bring warmth from me to u.. feel e sparks~f
hiya, backz from celebrating our dear friend cum brother's birthday, milky~ hahah, oo over liao.. anyway just now i thot going other place eh, then i wore nice nice, put eyeliner gao gao.. =X then in e end go tpy central nia, i meant with my family.. hahah then i kinda have a hard time finding ppl eh, cos milky, wx and kev gone to orchard.. then milky is such a nice person, should celebrate birthday ma.. then walked around central with my parents and sis, finally les said okie he coming to tpy.. then i was oready there ma, i cant find anymore ppl ler, i walked to red circle first.. i looked at e cakes first noh, e breadtalk de nice sia, got 4 types small small de.. then e rest, those bigger ones are all heart shaped, for mothers' day de.. hahah then les reached liao, we looked at e cakes noh.. at first said want buy all 4 types of breadtalk small cakes, then went opposite to see.. really all big big de, and all heart shaped de, thou nice but abit exp and for mothers day de.. later milky become our mother, hahah jkjk.. and he said buy pandan cake, i thot joking nia, then think think awhile.. heyy actually not bad arh, then since got a hole in e middle, go breadtalk buy one round de put in e middle.. hahah then we really bought a pandan cake, a round cake from breadtalk, and a pack of biscuits very nice de, called Milky Biscuits.. hahah and we wanted candles, e girl at breadtalk only gave one.. waa then we went fairprice find candles, in e end cannot find we bought sparks.. hahah at first think will toxic anot, later eat til die.. but aiya anything de, so bought noh, then went to buy lighter.. after that we went to near kfc there de "garden" found one spot and camped there noh.. then they on e way liao, we prepare e "masterpiece".. hahah around e pandan cakes got e sparks, then in e middle stack e small round cake (blueberry flavour) and one candle.. can imagine.? very simple de noh, and quite nice lah.. abit funny lah, cos looked very.. unique arh.. and it was oready raining bit bit arh, then les went to get forks, but no knife.. hahah then waited for milky and wx come, so long sia more than 30mins like that.? after that they coming arh, they at first dont know where were we.. hahah and we were squatting.. after that les go lit e sparks, nvr light up e candle, so sua.. lit e sparks all finish first, then cannot sing yet, cos too smokey.! hahah, very funny noh, 18 sticks eh.. cos milky 19 years old(if not wrong), then 18 sparks, one candle.. waa very smokey, after that lit up e candle, then sing noh.. hahah then blow liao, take off all e sticks then milky used fork to cut e pandan cake.. no knife is like that de, hahah.. after that he ate e blueberry cake noh, we ate e pandan cake.. actually wanted to use fork, but abit hard arh so used hand.. -.= after that, milky also eat then we all eat together e pandan cake.. oo yaa, when we lit up e sparks, got one mother and alot of childen came and see eh.. hahah, then we cleared up arh after that looked at e statue, then one guy came around e statue to see also.. hahah maybe we like inspecting e statue, he curious come and see.. after that we went to entertainment de mac arh, drank water and played with e lighter.. actually wanted to make bunsen burner, become lao gas.. hahah and we had to throw away wa, bobian e dustbin sure alot of paper stuff, i wonder if hard hard throw.. will explode.? hahah jkjk, then les said want watch movie, 9+ de.. he still dreaming, oready quite late liao, hahah after that went to arcade walk around arh.. then walked out, then to my house opposite de bus stop, and les de bus came liao he bbyex.. then we three walking seperate ways de, hahah but wx lie down there.. so we left first.. lalals oo i played e police game hor, my leg really tio cramp eh, very pain.. hahah~ oo im glad that nobody say i looked like paikia, instead i looked like vampire.. oww i like vampires.. =E
___the sky is crying`` it has never been well..without you*]]
if i stop dreaming. 2:18 AM +
Saturday, May 07, 2005
f~do all fairytales end this way, will there be our way~f
i have a friend hor, she waited for five months plus leh.. waa so lihai hor, but something went wrong arh, she said all her hope all to a waste eh, so sad.. then she said she hate him.. hmm five months plus of waiting, thats really something.. then this girl, i accidentally my hairstyle same as her, then i think i looked like her eh.. -.= then we chatt chatt, she suddenly copy my font sia.. i felt abit weird, hahah we chatted alot of stuffs.. we said we hate this girl, she stole away my precious kor.. hahah then we talked alot of bad about her noh, and i thot she was her good friend.! gosh, many ppl have different faces de.. but nevermind lah, hahah i first time saw her i like her liao, cos she had a sweet voice and looked cute.. not like her "good friend", first time see dont like liao.. snatched away my kors, still so act big act cute attitude zuay zuay.. lalals then what arh, oo seemed like alot of ppl sad.? i also sad leh, i like this guy but i dont know want tell him anot.. hahah i scared he later dont talk to me liao.. how much longer does it take to cure this.? i cant ignore if its.. lalals~ today is my friend bday, Happy Birthday Lao Da.. waa im brotherr sia, why sia, i want to be sisterr.. hahah nevermind anyway.. hmm yesterday saw alot of flash movies hor, but i like this alot.. =]
FF Tribute: Chocobo Mix [very cute]
if i stop dreaming. 1:07 PM +
Friday, May 06, 2005
f~let e music play, im e owner of this lonely heart~f
yeah, yesterday arh, went to meet them then went pool there noh.. got les, wx, iz, ty and kel, then gwy came liao.. hahah, after that we together go meet e girl, then paid for e things we bought, then chat chat.. after that went to eat at koufu, hahah.. e last two stalls, selling satay beehoon and chicken rice, e guy selling chicken rice said he and e guy are brothers.. then he asked and said alot of things arh, aiyo.. after eating, ate dessert, then chat somemore.. after that went to play dota noh, i used lina til level 25 and quite lihai eh.. hahah after that another round eh, les and wx vs ty, gwy and me, so hard sia -ar.. then lost noh, hahah, i also dont know how to use my hero.. after that js and kev came, then we going off liao.. hmm then chat somemore, then went seperate ways.. lalals~ somemore flash movies..
The Matrix Still Has You [cute]
BunnyLove [sweet and cute]
Whatever!! [err, funny and interesting]
if i stop dreaming. 1:56 PM +
Thursday, May 05, 2005
f~accused for loving, im guilty.. please bail me out~f
halo, halo.. hahah now feeling better arh, yesterday my friend talked to me, then i laughed then cried.. going to sleep cried again, lalals.. im silly, e reason is.. dont know how to say, its just that i read someone's blog then her relationship ended, then think like about e same as mine so very low noh.. u know, girls are very special eh, most dont regret loving anyone, especially those they really love or loved, deep down they actually still cared alot for them.. some stubborn may not show, some outspoken very thick skin, and alot are very sensitive.. my friend told me before his gf also very sensitive, like me sia.. but i still dont know how to cure lah, i only know e girl sensitive cos she afraid to lose her love ones and she always want that special someone to be always be there for her, and reassurance in everything that guy doing, e rest is see each other understand one another anot.. actually every problem has its own solution or solutions, its all depending on e decisions made.. hahah my friend quoted (with my hairstyle now, i looked almost like her) "love is happiness, but loneliness is freedom".. hahah interesting quote, but get e meaning de lah.. anyways yesterday hor actually said meet 2pm, then got friends working, hahah.. and i dont know still going anot eh, then yesterday played dota with kev, les and jim.. hahah 2v2 nia, then we lost.. but i got second eh, hahah ayy so sad noh.. actually wont end that fast de, i wanted to buy things ma, if not i will look after my tree ler.. hahah nevermind, then today woke early eh.. then rained, then got ppl want come my house do something de, then i like abit unsure also.. like nobody said anything, then i asked wx, he also dont know.. hahah so nevermind noh, then gwy going 3 said she just woke up, hahah quite heng arh.. dont know about les.. then like that noh, meeting later.. then today i woke up, guess what i did.. i cooked porridge for my mother and me, hahah.. and it was horrible ba, no guidance eh, like seen before my mother cook then wanted to try.. i loved e sticky sticky type of porridge ma, so wanted to cook that, then i added small white bait, egg toufu and afew pieces of carrots arh.. hmm can eat lah, but e porridge got one weird taste, dont know how to describe.. then my mother taught me from my mistake lah, she said next time like that like that noh.. hahah, heng my father not in, he no hope in me de, everytime i said i want cook, he always said "dont lah".. guess he know me well.? but my mother is like "i dare u" something like that, like if i wish to try, just do it, then i can learn faster also.. and she also can point our my mistakes then next time wont do.. actually fun eh, thou my family know im totally slow and blur and totally dont know anything when im in e kitchen.. unless i cook for myself de, i dare to add anything i like to my food eh.. hahah once i made udon then add one piece of cheese on top, very nice leh.. then add honey, ketchup, macdonald's sweet chilli, alot of things i like de noh.. =] thats all, oo i think i very bad leh, afew of my outside friends send me a couple of nice sms, i one also nvr return, aiyo.. found afew flashes, very cute de.. enjoy..
Hot Fish [very nice]
There She Is! [i love this]
Cake Dance [part2, love this too]
Numa Numa Dance -jap [addicted]
Numa Numa Dance [err..]
Kitten Cannon [great game]
Ramen [cute]
Adventures of Mr. Coo [interesting]
If... [very sad]
Bunny Kill [yeah, hurhur]
Bunny Kill 2 [killer bunny]
The Non-Livingstons [creepy nice]
The Non-Livingstons 2 [grossy nice]
Final Fantasy A+ [fight homeworks]
Hoy te amo [sweet~]
Days after those Days [ever feel stoned]
The Race [sweet.!]
Rush [gosh, i like this creator]
and these are my few favourites.. =]
if i stop dreaming. 3:32 PM +
f~i want to walk, but i run back to u~f
wanted to blog about today, but really sad now arh.. haixx~ today was a fun and tiring day, walked and shopped whole day noh, somemore rained very heavily hor.. i didnt buy anything lah, no money and bought alot liao.. oo wells, other time ba.. -tatas-
i dont believe in fairy tales too, but there should be hope in everyone of us.. =]
if i stop dreaming. 1:27 AM +
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
f~write a diary, to remember our memory pieces~f
hiya, still tired nowadays.. oo yesterday night arh, played dota with lancraft.. my bro did warn me not to play that map, then i just play, then near end of e game lagged out arh.. hahah too bad arh, really very laggy cos of those pop ups and spyware arh.. then zl kept scolding me.. =( anyways just now went to tanjong pagar arh, should be meet at 3 de, i earliest arh, then gwy came.. then kev came, we went to mos arh and kev kept complain want go home change.. hahah then poor kev, gwy dont let him, then les came liao.. oo got pretty girl sat beside me eh, waa i really wanted to look at her de.. but i paiseh sia, later she thot i crazy.. hahah, then her date quite cute de, talked alot and abit clumpsy, when went to take sauce he knocked to two chairs.. oo they talked about something something, he said in chinese "u date me out de, must tell me *something something gossip*" hahah, oo im not kpo, they let my ear hear de.. after that we went hdb hub there de food court arh, then kev went home.. hahah and they at finish liao, we went back red circle and waited for kev and wx.. kev came first sia, then wx, then we sat there tio gan, hahah.. after that we went tanjong pagar noh, wanted to go tp plaza arh, e directory pointed there, i said go there then wrong arh.. oo then we went to e cipital tower to take a look arh, e tower quite high sia.. then on e way gwy said news got say birds thot e glass de reflection is sky then alot bang til die, nvr heard before.. then on e way les kept pointing upwards, "you long arh.!", hahah then we say go try in a crowd.. then he really did eh, "wah lao eh.!" very loud sia, but nobody reacted, hahah.. and there was a pond full of kois arh, they touched touched, tio gan by e mangkali.. hahah then js and cm came liao, they touch touch again, dont know who got swing leg ba.. e mangkali came with another mangkali, then very fierce sia, hahah.. he said "just now i said no hands, now i see legs, whats e meaning of this.." something like that, very fierce sia then e other said sit properly at e bench or else will gan us if again.. actually got another group of girls there arh, they heng, only tio gan dont sit near e pond there.. lalals then cm spitted, hahah why not put whole body in, see he say what.. waa throw bread in also fun eh, e kois quite big eh, some really damm big, then e water quite shallow, then e fin top of water de.. dont know will evaporate or dry or what eh.. =S anyways then e facial girl said come and meet us liao, and we went to mrt there noh.. hahah gwy said forget how she looks, i smart sia, i looked at e girl i said isit her anot.. really her arh, quite cute looking, then had to intro ourselves like that noh.. hahah everybody got christian name or nickname except wx, aiyo he should said bear.. =D hmm then she brought us to e place noh, on e way asked us one by one what kinda facial problems we have.. then went there liao took off shoe, and we got a free trail of facial treatment arh, actually its just half a face nia.. cos just a trail and see if we like it anot, and see e effect arh.. hahah then abit weird arh, but fun.. cos we (2 girls + 5 boys) doing facial treatment, got eye bag de, e nose de blackhead de, then mask arh.. hahah then very tight when harden, then dont know want laugh anot.. quite fun lah, like a bunch of kids doing mask treatment and dont know what its about actually, laughing, touching their faces and playing around.. then e part expected came arh, one by one asked to buy our preferred treatment.. whao all those we tried de arh, if buy every one of each cost 414$ eh, siao arh.. hahah, then talked alot of things arh, like normal chat.. treated her like my friend, lalals.. then i can can lah, quite interested, so i did a favour and bought.. ;) i bought like mint mint de soap, last time got use before, so not bad lah.. really right now not interested and dont really care about my face, hahah.. she asked when i will be, i said i dont know, probably afew years down.? she said so long, hahah.. actually really fun chatting with her, les also right.? hahah, waa they chatted til pri school all those eh.. and i remembered "i need medicine to cure my fan-ness", hahah something like that, waa very indirect de rudeness sia.. but not bad arh, then only js and cm nvr buy anything, les also, but still considering.. they smart.? poor.? or buai paiseh after free treatment.? hahah, jkjk.. then went to tpy lor8 eat arh, chat chat all e way.. then eat finish liao, go home ler.. lalals~ e weather is still warm sia, take care alls..
if i stop dreaming. 1:08 AM +
Monday, May 02, 2005
f~its as if the whole world knew except u~f
hahah i dreamt of him..
okok it was just a dream, hahah at least not bad arh.. hmm it was like im sitting on e pathway, then he came from behind holding me.. cos we chatted last night, something something, he said "best friend" [bf, get it.?] then we laughed noh.. cos i was with my friend, he was with his friend.. then i and my friend walked to somewhere, they said preparing for syf performance.. then e performace started, got one team was using cute cushion instruments and played a song, then another was acting dont know what eating de, still got kangkang eh.. then i forget liao eh, thats all..
yesterday went to suntec, alot of ppl sia there.. then bought nike slippers and shirt, aiyo i love e whole shop actually.. whole singapore only suntec and heeren got that nike shop, e newest one.. hmm then go tikam, my bro as usual, i said i want what, he tio what for me.. so happy arh, then we went arcade, play play.. wanted to catch that pooh bear, ehh actually can leh, but didnt want to waste money.. my friend caught one bear for 50$ arh, siao de noh, actually like 10 or 20+ caught it liao.. then wanted to catch a second one ma, but cannot so 50$ noh that toy.. another game my bro got -minor gift- but can continue to get -major gift- then he didnt get til major arh, but wasted can get e minor one.. hmm then my mother fell arh, hahah my father told us e story, kept repeating noh him, he said got one big dirty patch on e floor.. then he walked around it, then he thot my mother will follow.. next he heard a bang very loud, he turned to see who fell, in e end he recognized e clogs and knew it was my mother.. he said he wanted to laugh, but sure tio gan, so he had to be angry.. hahah then blah blah, very tired sia yesterday.. then went online chat chat, then watched tv then slept.. lalals~
if i stop dreaming. 1:12 PM +
Sunday, May 01, 2005
f~arms wide open, to let go and to hold on~f
oww, got viruses again.. reformat and reformat still e same, must be got problem.. dont care liao ba, hmm.. e day before went to buy pants, quite nice de.. oo it was my mother asked me to buy de.. so got two colours, one dark one light.. then e dark looked dirty, and e light one looked bright and clean lah.. i think e clean one nicer, but i like e darker colour one.. dont know which one, then my mother said e light one, e salesman said dark one, cos easier to pei.. then i said okie dark de, but still hestitating cos light one nice arh, then my mother bth bought both for me.. hahah cos discount, so good arh.. oo then went to play arcade with my bro, so fun eh.. he paid for everything, some was we together play de, some was i wanted to play de, then he gimme tokens.. so good arh, then we went shopping eh.. we both each bought a glow in e dark figurine, cos very cute.. hahah he bought a star, i bought a pig.. so cute arh, then he paid also.. then we went to arcade again, he so mafan i asked him dont waste money catch e soft toy, heng he only used one token, then e rest he play.. hahah then we wanted to tikam, cos my mother caught a bear, then my bro wanted that girl will change hair colour on different temp.. i love him alot de, he everytime say tio what, he will tio.. cos last time got one machine is princess de hankechief, i said i want all, he tio all e different princesses handkechief for me leh, very lihai right.. then he very cute, he wanted to hang that girl onto his handphone, i shouted Ee at him, then i told my mother.. she said dont lah, i said yaa lah like ahgua sia.. hahah i thot he wanted to catch that for his gf [yaa he got a gf, quite long liao], in e end he.. hahah then i said later he like psycho arh, everyday sayang e girl, dont let other ppl touch, like those show got psycho tiko men treat e barbie doll dont like like what real woman like that, so lisgusting.. hahah then i said maybe he treat that as his gf, everyday muacks e doll.. then took bus home, hahah i have kiasu parents, lalal alot of funny stuffs lah.. so today went out to have lunch with my buddy, cos we two just woke up then we both haven eat.. hahah so we meet at one time, i thot i very late liao, in e end he more late.. oo saw edmund, then we chatted, cos i will be entering e same course and school as him arh.. hahah but he gone to aerospace liao, i wanna go 3d gaming.. hmm then he told me about e course noh, do what study what.. aiyo he said my course must study everything in engineering, means bao ga liao.. like gonna siao eh, needa learn so many stuffs.. then my appeal to Np unsuccessful arh, abit disappointed but abit expected cos my marks so border line.. but nevermind lah, ren ming noh, not that bad lah.. hahah then my buddy came liao, oo edmund also going to eat, but he going to da pao go home de.. so we walked to prata house, hahah we chatted.. oo then i wore my purple eyeliner, quite long ago bought liao, yesterday i try wearing.. think not bad, but nowadays not enough sleep so i looked like vampire, i think.. so we ate, i ate til very full sia, i ordered one cheese one egg onion and one milo dinosaur arh.. waa i first time drinking that milo dino, sibeh song and nice to drink.. hahah got top with cream, at first i thot its ice cream hor, so song.. like drinking chocolate milk shake, but i dont like chocolate.. =D then i said whao so nutritious sia this drink, hahah cos my gu ma [aunt mother] always make milo shake for me to drink.. her simple famous drink, only need powder and cold water and ice can liao.. then waa i ate til very full sia, cos got cheese and all those ba.. but not very very full, or else i must dig out to vomit cos i cant vomit on my own de, and e stuck vomity feeling really suks.. then i told my mother, my mother will scold me cos its bad to dig out and force urself to vomit, if cant vomit yet want vomit really bobian wa.. -.= oo then he treated me noh, not bad arh thankies thankies.. anyway then we withdrew money, then tuck said go crc play noh.. then i and my buddy walk walk first cos still early, we went to arcade then walked around.. haixx, dont know why my this buddy knows me so so well arh.. just like my da ge ge, but long time nvr talk to him liao.. oo im a stubborn girl, yet he know who i deep down actually care for.. =D never say out nia, hahah dont know why.. then wanted to rent this serial vcds, 7$, 5days, then it wrote "10$ deposit" i thot pay 10$ then will get back 3$.. in e end e lady said "altogether its 17$", i looked at my wallet, i gave out a "wah".. then like that isnt that i will no money, then i said i dont want liao sorry.. hahah, then we went to buy drinks from shop and save, then went crc.. oo i thot why so late liao they like nvr call me, yuan lai i put into silent mode when i went to e library, i forgot.. hahah then gwy, fer, tuck, kev and ignaz came liao, we started playing dota.. its tuck asked my friend to join in de noh, hahah then he first time play eh.. abit louzy ba, keep kena killed.. then i first round abit sian also, forget what liao arh, got last second.. abit dulan cos of something, dont want to say, forget it.. and js came, wx and milky also, milky awhile then left ler.. then after that we play e game arh, i like know what to buy liao like that.. so i kept getting 3rd, hahah i remembered for 3 rounds i get 3rd.. oo then all e games were allrandom, at first abit sian, then get used to it liao, like suddenly feel more confident.. i think i know how to play liao, yeah, i was so happy.. lalal~ i dont know lah, hahah, then my friend said got pool table, so he went to play with his friends ba.. say later go home together go home, no need sorry, i ben lai jiu want let u enjoy play de.. oo then got one group of nescafe gang wanted to play with us.. they created game liao leh, then they dont know, they all left.. =S hahah oo wells, then abit late liao ma.. so we went to eat at prata house, again.. i ate teh peng and one egg onion, blah blah then i and gwy ran, dont know for what actually.. oo saw this afro head malay man singing to himself, quite interesting.. hahah then she took taxi home, fer took bus home.. then i left, wx also left then go home ler.. friends are always, but i wish..
if i stop dreaming. 1:53 AM +
