Thursday, May 05, 2005
f~accused for loving, im guilty.. please bail me out~f
halo, halo.. hahah now feeling better arh, yesterday my friend talked to me, then i laughed then cried.. going to sleep cried again, lalals.. im silly, e reason is.. dont know how to say, its just that i read someone's blog then her relationship ended, then think like about e same as mine so very low noh.. u know, girls are very special eh, most dont regret loving anyone, especially those they really love or loved, deep down they actually still cared alot for them.. some stubborn may not show, some outspoken very thick skin, and alot are very sensitive.. my friend told me before his gf also very sensitive, like me sia.. but i still dont know how to cure lah, i only know e girl sensitive cos she afraid to lose her love ones and she always want that special someone to be always be there for her, and reassurance in everything that guy doing, e rest is see each other understand one another anot.. actually every problem has its own solution or solutions, its all depending on e decisions made.. hahah my friend quoted (with my hairstyle now, i looked almost like her) "love is happiness, but loneliness is freedom".. hahah interesting quote, but get e meaning de lah.. anyways yesterday hor actually said meet 2pm, then got friends working, hahah.. and i dont know still going anot eh, then yesterday played dota with kev, les and jim.. hahah 2v2 nia, then we lost.. but i got second eh, hahah ayy so sad noh.. actually wont end that fast de, i wanted to buy things ma, if not i will look after my tree ler.. hahah nevermind, then today woke early eh.. then rained, then got ppl want come my house do something de, then i like abit unsure also.. like nobody said anything, then i asked wx, he also dont know.. hahah so nevermind noh, then gwy going 3 said she just woke up, hahah quite heng arh.. dont know about les.. then like that noh, meeting later.. then today i woke up, guess what i did.. i cooked porridge for my mother and me, hahah.. and it was horrible ba, no guidance eh, like seen before my mother cook then wanted to try.. i loved e sticky sticky type of porridge ma, so wanted to cook that, then i added small white bait, egg toufu and afew pieces of carrots arh.. hmm can eat lah, but e porridge got one weird taste, dont know how to describe.. then my mother taught me from my mistake lah, she said next time like that like that noh.. hahah, heng my father not in, he no hope in me de, everytime i said i want cook, he always said "dont lah".. guess he know me well.? but my mother is like "i dare u" something like that, like if i wish to try, just do it, then i can learn faster also.. and she also can point our my mistakes then next time wont do.. actually fun eh, thou my family know im totally slow and blur and totally dont know anything when im in e kitchen.. unless i cook for myself de, i dare to add anything i like to my food eh.. hahah once i made udon then add one piece of cheese on top, very nice leh.. then add honey, ketchup, macdonald's sweet chilli, alot of things i like de noh.. =] thats all, oo i think i very bad leh, afew of my outside friends send me a couple of nice sms, i one also nvr return, aiyo.. found afew flashes, very cute de.. enjoy..
Hot Fish [very nice]
There She Is! [i love this]
Cake Dance [part2, love this too]
Numa Numa Dance -jap [addicted]
Numa Numa Dance [err..]
Kitten Cannon [great game]
Ramen [cute]
Adventures of Mr. Coo [interesting]
If... [very sad]
Bunny Kill [yeah, hurhur]
Bunny Kill 2 [killer bunny]
The Non-Livingstons [creepy nice]
The Non-Livingstons 2 [grossy nice]
Final Fantasy A+ [fight homeworks]
Hoy te amo [sweet~]
Days after those Days [ever feel stoned]
The Race [sweet.!]
Rush [gosh, i like this creator]
and these are my few favourites.. =]
if i stop dreaming. 3:32 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
