--bail me out, im just guilty for falling--

Sunday, May 01, 2005

f~arms wide open, to let go and to hold on~f

oww, got viruses again.. reformat and reformat still e same, must be got problem.. dont care liao ba, hmm.. e day before went to buy pants, quite nice de.. oo it was my mother asked me to buy de.. so got two colours, one dark one light.. then e dark looked dirty, and e light one looked bright and clean lah.. i think e clean one nicer, but i like e darker colour one.. dont know which one, then my mother said e light one, e salesman said dark one, cos easier to pei.. then i said okie dark de, but still hestitating cos light one nice arh, then my mother bth bought both for me.. hahah cos discount, so good arh.. oo then went to play arcade with my bro, so fun eh.. he paid for everything, some was we together play de, some was i wanted to play de, then he gimme tokens.. so good arh, then we went shopping eh.. we both each bought a glow in e dark figurine, cos very cute.. hahah he bought a star, i bought a pig.. so cute arh, then he paid also.. then we went to arcade again, he so mafan i asked him dont waste money catch e soft toy, heng he only used one token, then e rest he play.. hahah then we wanted to tikam, cos my mother caught a bear, then my bro wanted that girl will change hair colour on different temp.. i love him alot de, he everytime say tio what, he will tio.. cos last time got one machine is princess de hankechief, i said i want all, he tio all e different princesses handkechief for me leh, very lihai right.. then he very cute, he wanted to hang that girl onto his handphone, i shouted Ee at him, then i told my mother.. she said dont lah, i said yaa lah like ahgua sia.. hahah i thot he wanted to catch that for his gf [yaa he got a gf, quite long liao], in e end he.. hahah then i said later he like psycho arh, everyday sayang e girl, dont let other ppl touch, like those show got psycho tiko men treat e barbie doll dont like like what real woman like that, so lisgusting.. hahah then i said maybe he treat that as his gf, everyday muacks e doll.. then took bus home, hahah i have kiasu parents, lalal alot of funny stuffs lah.. so today went out to have lunch with my buddy, cos we two just woke up then we both haven eat.. hahah so we meet at one time, i thot i very late liao, in e end he more late.. oo saw edmund, then we chatted, cos i will be entering e same course and school as him arh.. hahah but he gone to aerospace liao, i wanna go 3d gaming.. hmm then he told me about e course noh, do what study what.. aiyo he said my course must study everything in engineering, means bao ga liao.. like gonna siao eh, needa learn so many stuffs.. then my appeal to Np unsuccessful arh, abit disappointed but abit expected cos my marks so border line.. but nevermind lah, ren ming noh, not that bad lah.. hahah then my buddy came liao, oo edmund also going to eat, but he going to da pao go home de.. so we walked to prata house, hahah we chatted.. oo then i wore my purple eyeliner, quite long ago bought liao, yesterday i try wearing.. think not bad, but nowadays not enough sleep so i looked like vampire, i think.. so we ate, i ate til very full sia, i ordered one cheese one egg onion and one milo dinosaur arh.. waa i first time drinking that milo dino, sibeh song and nice to drink.. hahah got top with cream, at first i thot its ice cream hor, so song.. like drinking chocolate milk shake, but i dont like chocolate.. =D then i said whao so nutritious sia this drink, hahah cos my gu ma [aunt mother] always make milo shake for me to drink.. her simple famous drink, only need powder and cold water and ice can liao.. then waa i ate til very full sia, cos got cheese and all those ba.. but not very very full, or else i must dig out to vomit cos i cant vomit on my own de, and e stuck vomity feeling really suks.. then i told my mother, my mother will scold me cos its bad to dig out and force urself to vomit, if cant vomit yet want vomit really bobian wa.. -.= oo then he treated me noh, not bad arh thankies thankies.. anyway then we withdrew money, then tuck said go crc play noh.. then i and my buddy walk walk first cos still early, we went to arcade then walked around.. haixx, dont know why my this buddy knows me so so well arh.. just like my da ge ge, but long time nvr talk to him liao.. oo im a stubborn girl, yet he know who i deep down actually care for.. =D never say out nia, hahah dont know why.. then wanted to rent this serial vcds, 7$, 5days, then it wrote "10$ deposit" i thot pay 10$ then will get back 3$.. in e end e lady said "altogether its 17$", i looked at my wallet, i gave out a "wah".. then like that isnt that i will no money, then i said i dont want liao sorry.. hahah, then we went to buy drinks from shop and save, then went crc.. oo i thot why so late liao they like nvr call me, yuan lai i put into silent mode when i went to e library, i forgot.. hahah then gwy, fer, tuck, kev and ignaz came liao, we started playing dota.. its tuck asked my friend to join in de noh, hahah then he first time play eh.. abit louzy ba, keep kena killed.. then i first round abit sian also, forget what liao arh, got last second.. abit dulan cos of something, dont want to say, forget it.. and js came, wx and milky also, milky awhile then left ler.. then after that we play e game arh, i like know what to buy liao like that.. so i kept getting 3rd, hahah i remembered for 3 rounds i get 3rd.. oo then all e games were allrandom, at first abit sian, then get used to it liao, like suddenly feel more confident.. i think i know how to play liao, yeah, i was so happy.. lalal~ i dont know lah, hahah, then my friend said got pool table, so he went to play with his friends ba.. say later go home together go home, no need sorry, i ben lai jiu want let u enjoy play de.. oo then got one group of nescafe gang wanted to play with us.. they created game liao leh, then they dont know, they all left.. =S hahah oo wells, then abit late liao ma.. so we went to eat at prata house, again.. i ate teh peng and one egg onion, blah blah then i and gwy ran, dont know for what actually.. oo saw this afro head malay man singing to himself, quite interesting.. hahah then she took taxi home, fer took bus home.. then i left, wx also left then go home ler.. friends are always, but i wish..

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