Wednesday, June 01, 2005
f~i can see it in my heart, dream is just a waste of time~f
hiyee, long time no blog ler.. why.? cos very busy of course.. monday after school, james nigel jess and me went to eat lunch first.. cos alton went home take rackets, while nat went to play his bball.. then we chatt chatt, they actually said bad things about one of our friends sia.. hahah it was like, we knew each other for about a week only, we started to say bad things behind his back.. hahah funny right, then e booking time liao, we went to play badminton in our school's sport complex noh.. rented somemore racket, there were alot of people sia, cos it was e same day as badminton cca trial.. then james didnt join us arh, he always pangseh us de.. =X but its alright lah, then we asked for our court noh.. hmm then we played 2by2 at first, woo i and alton quite strong lah, we stayed for 3-4 rounds.. then i think i got tired abit, so lost noh.. and we get to rest anyway, hahah after that played 1by1 de.. hmm after that we left at 7+ like that, and it was quite dark liao.. hmm yesterday also abit crazy arh, hahah.. i suddenly split out my secret, hahah.! not what big deal secret lah, its just that.. i usually look everybody equally, so i may tend to get crush on both guys and girls.. but not all lah of cos, its like to me, shes very attractive then i may admire her noh, but im still straight lah.. yaa then i finished school at 5 ma, then i went to suntec find weiling.. it was fun lah thou, chionged arcade for afew hours.. hahah quite nice noh, then went to eat arh.. saw afew restaurants, but either exp or not suitable our taste.. then we decided to go pizza hut eat arh, eat til quite shiok also.. damm full noh, then her someone also at there working.. hmm then considered we ate quite alot eh, hahah growing fat for one day nia.. i need alot of energy to carry my heavy bag and books, and walk long distances de noh, and im also not afraid of getting fat or what.. hmm then eat finish liao, she still want play arcade sia.. oo we played e bball game, quite fun sia.. but cant beat e high score lah, its really crazy noh 190+.. e highest we got was 48 i think, hahah i think must score every ball and fast fast then can beat.. then played finish liao, we went to cd shop where she bought her cd.. then we sat down, chatt alot of stuffs arh.. laughed and listen to our discman, hahah.. shared afew stuffs also, then she also waiting for alvin noh.. hmm then 11 liao, we went down to find him and they dialed for cab noh.. hahah dialed afew times then finally got cab to go home eh.. so i said crazy day becos i reached home at 11.30 like that noh, then my mama nagged lah.. say no need go school next day all that, lalals.. then slept, today wanted to go wc pop.. in e end i really really dont know whats going on sia.. nobody answered me, i got pangsehed lah.. walked around and stood around for nothing, i was so tired and sad lah.. hahah, but its alright ba.. waa then today also got maths bonus test, so sad lah.. if my last qns wrong, it will be careless mistake noh, will be so disappointed.. haixx, why like that, i want to get full marks de noh.. hahah actually i dont mind lah.. hmm and we went to e cybercentre, played their comp.. so fun but no lan games sia.. oo i brought my camera today arh, then took photo with two potato heads.. hahah quite cute arh, but only i and jess took.. e rest shy arh, and even say those things are ugly, cute noh, lalals.. later after lunch, i and nigel nothing to do arh.. nat played bball, jess went mahjong.. then i and nigel just walked around e school for hours noh, and chatting, hahah.. many things we are almost opposite noh, like he like this, i like that.. quite interesting, lalals.. then busy busy busy lah, friday going to pulau ubin liao, sunday then come back.. hahah, everybody say will become "black" (actually should be tan) after i come back.. shall see ba, then got homework to do noh, hand up on friday, another is ready by monday.. hahah oo i always kena bullied in class leh.. not so lah, but like kena listurbed noh.. what people are falling in love with me, cos they asked and got my contacts.. rubbish noh.. i talk to guys, they kept "oo why never continue somemore, we dont mind de".. hahah heyy come on noh, i had to "take care" of 1girl and 20boys, cannot help it de right.. simple minded, hahah.! then today also abit paiseh, i wore pink, james also wore pink.. then i felt so odd sia, heng we agreed someone should sit inbetween us.. but he got stood next to me, i oready felt weird.. hahah, but its alright lah.. we are all friends, happy family remember, infront of e cable tv we sqeeze together in e seats.. lalals~
oo yaa, i want to say something.. afew asked, and some wondered, can i really just like that forget my past.? of cos not lah, still will think back and yaa i do love him.. but really, some things done may be leading to hate, so its hard to turn back.. some things are also shattered, hard to mend back.. so dont ask anymore, but i dont mind cos i dont have any hard feelings towards such things anymore.. so just let it be lah, i knew i cant do anything, thats all..
KEYS..signing out..
if i stop dreaming. 11:21 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
