Monday, October 24, 2005
f~got caught in the rain, nobody knew i was crying~f
hi im ms sadist, how are you today.?
today i shall talk about "no life" and "understanding"..
no im not going to speech, i will also share stuffs about me..
lets start from no life.. what is no life.?
i used to think doing the same things everyday is called no life..
but yet, do people expect a perfect life.?
how will a perfect life be like.?
lets assume a perfect life means always happy, no problems..
but little do we know, if life is too perfect..
we wont need to use our brain and heart anymore..
then there wont be any smart people, no problems to be solved..
hmm, imagine that isnt a perfect life anymore..
its a boring life..
im a sadist, its true i guess.. but of cos not all the time..
i can say ive been disappointed many times..
i still dont think i have no life, i still live on..
maybe its bcos there are still alot of people who cared..
yet you get disappointed, of cos you dont wish to disappoint others..
its like not doing the things you dont wish others to do upon you..
and of cos, there are azz people de lah..
anyway disappointments, quite alot recently..
like beginning, kept seeing the guy i loved yet lost being with another girl..
then being flew aeroplane, lied to..
and found someone im got fond of, yet not holding the chance well..
recently i also found another disappointment..
i have a good friend, oo yaa i admire people who can understand me well..
so this friend kinda had been with me through thick and thin..
i had bf, i still approach him.. which made troubles..
now, he has a gf he left me.. i have nobody to turn to liao..
i have nobody to make me laugh when my eyes turn watery..
i have nobody to go out just for a walk with me..
i have nobody to talk to me even i need not say a word..
cause he understands me, he just fill in my words..
nobody to hear my stories, and share with me..
but actually it doesnt matter.. probably used to it..
i also have a dear bro, we became quite distant some time ago..
yet we still misses each other, and remember each other..
so lets talk about understanding..
think understand is important between relations..
its really great to have friends understanding each other..
so i really admire people who has almost same personality with me..
there will be like lots of chemistry..
like "hey i like to drink carrot+tomato+celery drink"
then the friend "wow i also like to drink that, everybody thot its gross"
and another example, if one person doesnt like to wait..
if the person is friend enough, of cos wont let that person wait..
and yet if there is no understanding between people..
i think there will be lots of frustrations and confusion..
like WTH, how the hell i know what you want..
or WTH, why you like that de sia..
yet sometimes its not always what you expect..
you see one person like very azz, but actually that person has soft spots..
its how you get to know the person..
sometimes first impression counts..
yet the understanding still judges one person..
and if one person dont like lies.. hmm who likes anyway.?
then should not lie, if its serious then will break relations..
but still, people still lie.. dont understand why..
if dont want say secret, then dont say at all..
blahh, actually i dont know why i write here.. zz..
dont know what to write ler, next time then add.. tired..
glad that you listen to my craps..
if i stop dreaming. 1:57 AM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
