Sunday, November 20, 2005
f~the beauty of life lies on how happy others can be because of you~f
hii its been awhile since i blogged..
actually yesterday i did blog, then everything closed..
then was kinda lazy to retype again, kekek..
hmm, recently felt kinda outcasted..
or probably thinking too much, but the feeling is really low..
but its alright ba, im still doing well on my own or not..
i could even lone myself..
anyway yesterday i went to my cousin's place..
somewhere at serangoon and kovan, aroozoo ave..
she gave birth to a new niece arh, a month's old i think..
hmm we were supposed to go her house for some buffet..
but we were informed kinda late, and papa bought lunch ler..
nevermind then..
so i told my papa "go there do what, so pointless"..
he said "just go there, sit awhile then go off ler"..
in my mind i still think "pointless" arh, kekek..
its like the baby is too young to do anything noh, cant even play..
then my mama "go there see, she just bought this private property..
see how she does it.. you got the ability or not"..
waa whats her house gonna do with me noh..
really wth, even if i had to live in a one room flat i also happy eh..
can save money and live simple, kekek..
then after that my cousin drove us to heartland mall there..
oo got one auntie very good eh..
she like keep asking me to eat, then when we left..
she said "want candy.?" then i said "no thanks"..
then she said "its okay, kids like candies" and took a handful give me
hahah actually i took quite afew ler, but she is good arh..
real cute to be called kid, i dont mind.. =p
hmm and my bro having dilemma arh..
his gf left him, for another guy.. really wth noh..
at first when he msged me, i thot he was pulling my leg..
then suddenly it seems real.. really wth..
fancy she still say she will keesiao if anything ever happen..
fancy she said plan hao hao after 5years will get married..
really feel like finding her up and confront her and slap her..
the reason was she had no feelings..
what kinda reason is that sia..
if no feelings then be cold blooded lah..
why still go meet other guy..
what nonsense sia.. think so easy just no feelings can do arh..
then why together at the first place..
why so much sweet loving rubbish..
so he said he was at her house, as usual..
then she left him alone, and went to meet another guy..
and she used the guy's handphone to msg a break up..
the worst part was, while my bro was packing..
she came home along with the guy eh, really cruel sia..
and he said he felt lonely and lost..
really whao noh, they like together a year plus ler..
suddenly like that.. zz
then i was thinking noh.. really kinda guilty..
last time i really dont like this girl eh.. hahah..
but of cos slowly get to know her arh, shes pretty good..
probably cos she changed abit.. then i treat her as big sis too..
now really dont understand why suddenly like that..
such tregedy.. i even used to envy them, happy for my bro..
i could even smile when i see them together..
oh ya.. i really dont know how to say arh.. i have a girlfriend..
recently ive been avoiding her.. i didnt answer her calls..
im actually afraid noh.. she always had alot of problems..
i felt kinda terrible eh, why i treat her like that now..
her problems always are money problems..
i really cant help eh.. but i shouldnt be avoiding her eh..?
so anyway after my cousin drove us to kovan mrt..
as my hp has no batt, i called les noh.. cos he want go out
then he told me nobody online all those, so meet first..
after that i waited for him, and i also called zs to check on him..
he sounded fine noh.. and i waited for les quite long sia, lols
after that, we actually wanted to go watch wcg de..
in the end we took mrt to douby ghaut de PS walk walk..
then he said go see got what movie, so we went top floor..
hahah then we went to see the arcade.. he looked at the racers
then i pulled him to play the japanese drums game noh..
not bad, then some very easy.. our last song was a cny song, funny..
he seemed to have a better rthym than me noh.. played well
then after that we went to see the crawl catch toys de machines..
very cute noh all the soft toys.. said they are from japan de..
then got one piggy very cute noh.. and he spent about 15$ on those
worst part was.. he didnt manage to catch any.. sometimes almost..
very kelian arh.. i felt rather bad, i asked him catch for what..
lols he said for fun.. but i had a feeling was catch for someone de..
if its me, i really felt guilty eh.. then i pulled him to another arcade
and i was lucky to change my points for 10$ value of credits noh..
since he spent so much on the piggy, i treat him play arcade noh..
it was quite funny to see him like blurr blurr first time play arcade..
but i had fun, think he had fun too..
oh ya, when i wanted to leave liao.. cos i left only afew credits
then i wanted to play a game, but didnt know where it was..
when about to exit, i found it.. then we had our last credits on it
think that was the most fun arh.. some sort of challenging each other de
then must be fast de noh.. very funny lah, then very hot also..
after that, no more credits ler.. we left noh.. went to see the xbox place
not bad noh, got big screens to play xbox.. but should be quite exp
then we went to tpy noh, and he said he think the rest were at crc..
so we went up.. but nobody arh, and we slackked there.. lols
everytime go crc is play game de.. we went there really sat and chatted
after that, quite late ler.. we walked to the bus stop noh..
then his bus came liao, he went half way.. forgot to take things from me
cos i also forgot, then he missed the bus.. =s
and he peiied me walked noh.. then reached near my house, i said no need
then bidded and went home ler..
and the rest teased me, i dont know how they knew de..
really funny, they even told me they were online since quite early..
but they were happy that it should happen..
dont know.. blahh.. -.=
if i stop dreaming. 12:39 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
