Tuesday, November 01, 2005
f~days are never dull with a mind full of hope~f
zz, couldnt get back to sleep.. and i slept for 5hours like that only..
gonna turn mad sia, i 4am sleep 8am woke up..
9am managed to sleep, but 10am woke up liao..
dont know why like that, must be les spread his sickness to me.. x_X
but last night lotsa thots were on my mind arh..
i wrote in my mms and saved them, still cannot sleep..
ahaha, really kinda angry eh..
so yesterday i gambled with my bro eh..
hah won him 20$, but after that felt kinda bad..
cos that was all he had, so i gave him back..
hmm yesterday went to meet gwy, kev, js, wx, les, boon and mel..
then they were playing bball noh, i and gwy slacked..
after awhile, kev went off.. say go play soccer..
did play some throwing, then went to play playground..
ahaha so funny.. we played high tide on the see saw..
then lose de must get zhamed on the butt, really the pressure quite qiang eh..
shot up to the head de, then she bullied me arh..
never lose or what, also zham me down..
blahh, oo then les hurted his finger.. then waa got blood, scareded me..
i really scared of blood arh, will get a funny feeling de..
hmm, then they finally started to walk arh.. reached the bus stop..
saw that guy, later then share what i thot..
ahaha, its like from far can notice dao him ler, with his mama..
then he took bus, then js also left.. and we went to eat..
ahaha, then les shared alot of past injuries arh..
last time i always fall down de noh, last time not very scared of pain..
now abit, and of cos dont like pain and injuries lah.. so sickening..
after that, went crc saw kh and his friends..
then i teamed with kh and his friends, vs the rest.. 5v5
hahah, quite fun arh.. second time using stealth assassin..
but this time i enjoyed it more.. =s
oo, at first couldnt get a nice game arh.. keep on got people comp hang..
then after that played one round nia noh..
last part, kh and his friends all had to leave eh..
then i bobian took their stuff, awesome sia.. i killed them all..
want buy stuff then gg ler, hahah.. so it was kinda funny arh..
after that went home ler noh..
so i was saying, i saw that guy.. i thot my friends the other day asked me eh..
am i still waiting for him.? am i.?
hmm, i also dont know arh, i just tell them i will probaby forget him..
he is probably just a memory noh.. then da ge ge said have hope and faith..
not sure hes referring to him or future someone, hahah..
last time i was still uncertain of myself, cant take a little nonsense.. just break..
but kept running back to him.. =x
girls probably need someone to share, pei and to be dote of..
some could even put aside the world and have her whole set on him only..
yet sometimes not having a return upsets alot..
i had my whole set, too serious for him..
became sensitive, til i think and sputter nonsense..
turned out he didnt bother me, nothing could be done..
i had to give up, this time not breaking off a relationship..
but to let him go..
my elder friends said i grew up after that.. hah dont know.?
i tried to be less serious noh, but alot of things still matter..
need to understand that person well, and consider whether i can give happiness..
then decide noh.. like my good friend, we knew each other for quite somewhile..
and we understand each other well, after that became fond.. but too bad..
i was too afraid he might reject me, and will ruin our good friend relationship..
thats my story.. oo i have a good friend arh..
from the day i knew him, i found him quite cute ler..
recently, i found him quite charming..
hahah, thou sometimes he disappoint me arh..
i still manage to forgive him and treat him as good friend..
too bad arh, he lacks a point which matters to me..
i think if he doesnt lack that point, sure alot of suitors de..
and it also seem like quite alot of shuai ges lack that point.. =s
its not a bad thing lah..
lalala, later going out..
=] thankies for killing my time..
if i stop dreaming. 11:21 AM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
