Thursday, November 10, 2005
f~never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down~f
hiiya, yesterday i had my cds arh.. culture and expression
not bad noh, the lecturer also quite funny de..
but he like say "bloody bastard" "what the hell" all those..
i felt abit funny eh, hahah like he should not say noh..
blahh, but should see more open ba.. =s
anyway this subject is about culture arh, like example..
chinese wear qi pao, thats culture noh.. another example..
one guy likes to dig nose, thats his culture noh.. hah mind my cowshyt
and then the lecturer like very funny noh, he will say jokes..
then also say how he loves chinese wear qi pao, malay wear sari..
and the english wear mini skirt, hahah.. thats his interest lah..
he said he like to travel and also hear people say stories..
and he said hes going to share some stories with us, and get asked questions..
hmm, one part we had to look at a video noh.. shown at channel newsasia..
he recorded it.. it was about evolution of man, from ape.. million years ago
then honestly lah, the apes are kinda disgusting looking..
when they evolved further, really are naked yet hairy people noh..
more disgusting, how can show on tv sia.. hahah..
but really tiring lah, my school started at 8am, this cds thingy ended at 6pm..
that lecturer really talked for the 3hours eh, i dont know how to survive..
hopefully next year, i can get into psychology or socialology noh..
its pretty interesting arh, i now lazy to change my cds..
after school went to find gwy they all and had dinner noh..
then talked quite abit, then gwy was troubled arh..
like very kelian noh, she suffered and held on for so long..
finally she got it, but it wasnt going smoothly..
alot of confusion and frustration ba.. but still, love is blind..
besides communication, have to be honest then will have trust..
- never give up on the things that make you smile.
- always follow your heart, regretting may be too late.
- never regret the things you done, only regret the things you didnt do.
its alright to be stuck inbetween friends..
but its really tough to be stuck in the middle, ive mine once..
in the end, its still my decision whether to listen anot.. i followed what i believe
hah, sometimes never to be afraid to see it with your own eyes..
then will you will know whats the facts, whats the lies..
nevertheless its still one's choice..
anyway today milky sick arh, hahah i got abit of cold actually..
then during maths sat at the near front, cos everybody kop seats ler..
then the lecturer really look abit disgusting eh, hahah..
from far only found his voice abit disgusting, very funny noh..
his voice and face really like those niang niang qiang..
like real guy and want to be guy, but they cannot be guy like that..
kinda evil arh, james kept saying dont feel like facing him..
hahah, then the way he held the pen really like girl eh..
but his handwriting is really nice lah..
oo then i was listening to his lesson de noh..
damm some people kept talking, and made him angry stop his lesson..
i really very interested and waiting for him to teach further..
but too bad arh, gotta go read about it ourselves.. argh
today only one break noh, and i spent it in the toilet.. =x
hahah not very long lah, just awhile.. =s
anyway today not bad noh, quite fun de got laugh here there..
cos we got one lecturer arh, he damm dont know disgusting or funny..
he likes to tuck his hand inside his pants at the back noh..
then he even walk around the classroom with his hand in his pants..
waa its kinda er xin lah, but we kept laughing non stop about it..
and today we went to take picture of his hand in his pants..
hahah nigel crazy eh, go take damm near.. cannot see much
then darren say anyway got alot of chances.. LOL
hmm, then we go decorate our desktop de wallpaper noh..
use paint, then set as wallpaper.. cos the rest are locked..
then nigel so bad go put "dig your ass" dont know the lecturer saw anot..
i drew a "hello i love java ..not" cos thats what we learnt arh..
i just add a "..not" noh, hahah i also dont dare set as wallpaper..
oo then the lecturer everytime see what we doing on his computer..
and can have access to our screen thru his computer de ma..
then he was viewing the guy next to me de, i go purposely paint a rabbit..
he really go access my computer eh, then close the paint..
very funny noh, we kept laughing..
then he just sat there did nothing, we all hack care and just left noh.. hah
and last period de tutor showed us the 40+$ de textbook noh..
this lecturer like not bad eh, looked quite cool and friendly..
he letted us go off early noh, then shawn came out.. we walked walked..
then he shouted give back the book lah.. then we one whole group stared
the tutor was behind noh, he like say first lesson with him got such problem
forgot what he mumbled lah, then he went to chase the guy..
shyt that guy eh, the tutor said "wonderful class"..
spoilt our class name, we also dont have so boliao..
then kai said the guy oready had badguy looks, got scars on his face..
hahah then say not just ugly, also a stealer..
then we saw they go the bookshop, hehh probably to steal stuff.. =x
who ask those guys give us bad impression.. they in class also noisy
hmm then i went off noh, saw the indian guy from my class..
he walked towards, i thot nothing going to walk pass or what..
he suddenly "whats your name.?" i abit surprised noh..
so i just say "alicia.." then he nodded, then i asked back noh..
hahah now i forget liao, then like silence..
i think just like that.? how come never hear my name during class..
then i asked "what you waiting for.?" then he said "nothing, friend"..
and pointed behind, then i said "alright then, see you"..
actually this guy he like always look at me, want to say something like that..
can abit sense arh, waa now i forget his name.. abit paiseh.. hahah
nowadays also like abit restless eh, like not feeling very good noh..
either nose itchy or throat itchy or feeling very cold or body very hot..
then sometimes also eyes burning, maybe its the weather arh..
i tried to sleep very early liao, still feel like that noh..
maybe its heaty arh, not very sure..
actually i dont know how i was feeling.. i feel kinda weird..
like im drifting away from something, like avoiding something..
i dont know what, i dont know why.. dont know how to say..
hmm, i felt life is meaningless and pointless arh.. really zz..
then again, maybe just restless ba.. so feel abit messy..
and really kinda tiring, have alot of things to do.. alot being expected
=] anyway take care all..
if i stop dreaming. 6:17 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
