--bail me out, im just guilty for falling--

Monday, December 19, 2005

f~as our lifes change, come whatever. we will still be friends forever~f

today i had my term test emaths2 paper arh..
yesterday i reached home yn posted me some questions..
from past year papers, really killer questions noh..
both of us couldnt figure out..

but certainly was a relief arh, wasnt that tough..
was quite straightforward de.. then again, i aim to score 100%
lols, i checked with the pros.. most of our ans are the same

so anyway yesterday (18th dec) was my birthday noh..
im not the type who expect alot lah, just that..
yesterday happen de stuffs really unexpectable, lols..
quite alot of misunderstandings noh..

firstly, kev planned that since it was my birthday..
everybody should go out and eat together..
secondly kh wanted to watch kingKong.. so did kev
but wx going to genting, so not everybody agreed..
and i had to make a decision arh..

then les also want to meet me.. which i didnt have a clue
i thot could meet the rest after that, but i really not sure
what time i can make it.. les didnt say go where do what ma..

so there was some sort of conflict arh..
was like ron and wx knew what les wanted to do..
so they disagreed with kh and kev noh..
then somemore i couldnt decide can go anot..
caused til kh and kev abit disappointed ba, cant go watch..

then kh and kev wanted to go shopping first too..
im not very sure why they didnt go arh..
actually still got fer and iz able to go too ba..
think like very few people, so they didnt go in the end..

then i had to go meet les liao.. i told them to decide first..
and i went off, some survey guy came to talk to me..
asked me if i care about my skin, i said no.. he laughed
then he got nothing to ask liao, he chatted with me..
he actually chatted with me.. it was like so weird noh..

i asked him no more questions liao arh.. he said yes alot..
then he just chatted with me.. asked me for my name
he asked for my number, i rejected..
so then he asked if i got bf.. i said no.. he laughed..

really weird fella.. i was surprised, and he said why no bf..
i said "whats your problem.. do you have a gf.?"
he just laughed and laughed, and then he said no..
then i said "then you still say me" he still laughing
really wth arh.. les lah, so late then come.. lols

zl was there also noh.. then we peiied him go popular buy stuffs
i called kh, he said everybody dont seem to have the mood ler
and i still didnt have a clue what we going to do..
lols, so in the end les and i went town de swensens eat..

eat some apple crumble, banana split and fries..
the apple crumble was nice at first, eat more ler seemed boring
then we couldnt finish it, we played zhong ji mi ma..
kinda funny arh, i lost.. then he also ate with me..
the taste really funny arh.. salty, ketchupy, chocolatey

and really kinda wasted arh, didnt finish everything..
except the banana split, kekek.. it was nice..
so after that we went to walk walk arh.. quite crowded de
and he wanted to buy soccer bet, in the end didnt buy..
cos of the long que arh, then we went cineleisure noh..

we went level9 to see, then wanted to watch movie de..
then he say i still looked kinda upset..
actually i was not noh, i really dont mind de..
its not a matter of whether got people celebrate with me anot..
its not a matter of whether i will be happy anot..

its just that.. why everybody had to be sad..
i felt bad that they couldnt do what they planned..
i appreciated, sure no prob.. but i couldnt give them an answer..
like made them disappointed eh..

think les found it abit guilty too, so he called everybody down..
actually its alright de noh.. the rest did say i just go enjoy
thou i felt bad, he did make me feel glad.. i didnt mind completely
but his thinking was like.. its my birthday.. so i letted him be
lols, i still think its just a day.. another day..
then abit paiseh need to mafan them down.. =s

anyway i appreciated everything arh..
then kh, ron came down.. went to see the Nike shop..
kh couldnt find his M white shirt, so didnt buy..
then went down to the food court, tuck, gwy and fer reached
after that siong and charmaine came and i spoke to charmaine..

very long never see her ler.. hahah had a short conversation
after that they left.. then we decided where to go next..
and we crossed the road and went to heeren..
walked around, while i told fer and gwy the story noh..
kev then called me noh.. he was at tpy

then i was still unsure when we will be heading to tpy..
so i told him to call me later noh..
after that he put down liao, they said go crc..
lols i said take bus, some said taxi, some said mrt..
waa until we reached a mrt, fer then side them..

so in the end we took mrt to tpy.. but nevermind lah..
then kev smsed me with someone's hp.. to contact him..
even thou kev always disappoint me, i never blamed him
i still treat him as my good friend arh..
sometimes i wont want to care either..

its not i want to say arh.. some peers like to bad mouth
when that person is not around.. my poly friends are like that
it really hurts arh.. sometimes i will wonder..
if i were not around, will they insult behind me like that.?

sometimes when one person did something for fun..
the opposite party may take it seriously, then became mad..
really equals to hurting of ties eh..

well well, if i ever say or do anything stoopid and wrong..
do tell me in my face.. im born to take insults, i wont mind..
im not mad, im just disappointed..

so we went to crc noh.. fer, les and me vs tuck, gwy, ron and kh
we -ap, they -random noh..
then we won.. after that fer, gwy and ron took taxi..
and les walked me home.. then all went home noh..
went home did some maths question with yn.. ownage me

then i started to talk to kev.. i asked him about the tagboard stuff
waa i sort of scolded him at first eh.. then i wanted to know why
then he told me he didnt tag, i was so sorry.. he was very upset
i admitted i suspected him, then i listened and talked to him noh..

then he confronted les, i was so sorry eh.. =s
i wasnt as mad lah, i thot that person really joker..
yet it wasnt that simple noh, really hurted him..
its not i want to tell kev de.. its just that i was concerned
everytime people bad mouthed him, i also dont dare tell him..
sure will upset him wa..

but those really quite serious de, i want to know the truth..
ayy, hope wont happen again ba..
whoever that bastard really caused wreckage..

i really wished for world peace and happiness on my cakes..
no joke at all..
anyway i had a great time, friends.. thankies
thankies everybody who wished me too.. =]

if i stop dreaming. 6:07 PM +