Tuesday, December 06, 2005
f~if i were to die, will you let me die in your arms~f
hii, i have afew mins to spare before doing my project..
so i came to blog..
yesterday i had a headache sia, dont know why..
played quite afew dotas last night.. arghh
anyway yesterday i 2pm went school, for 3hours..
today i 2pm, went school for 2 hours only.. the test was easy
freaking sicked, woke up got nonsense..
mama didnt cook anything, so i decided to eat bread..
then she dont let me eat.. say only tea time then can eat
she asked me go out eat.. thats fine arh
but which logic says cannot eat bread sia.. so i argued
thou theres no point, its really ridiculous lah..
waa then everytime i argue with her, i want to cry sia..
this time i didnt cry, i went back to my room cool down
after that i left noh.. i rather dont eat went school..
but my heart really very arghh.. i felt super low..
then i bought sweets to eat, wrote down how i felt in mms..
sometimes i will write how i felt in mms then save it noh..
then after i felt alright liao, i will delete it..
felt like crying while typing on the bus, but only eyes wet abit..
the uncle beside me kept turning over ma.. see outside scenery
anyway these few days really like lotsa nonsense eh..
yesterday jasp smsed me mushy stuff, and i didnt have his number
but the way he typed really like pulling my leg noh.. too mushy
so didnt take it seriously, didnt bother much about it..
just that it was quite funny.. then went home kai told me noh..
he said he asked jasp to cheer me up de..
err, thanks for the concern.? i actually didnt know i look sad..
i did feel abit low arh, but i did act normally arh..
people talk to me, i still got talk.. only nonsense then i turn away
then another was this morning.. i was still sleeping arh..
someone smsed me, then i was still blurred i deleted it..
until i went school, i remembered someone smsed me..
and i remembered what my brotha told me.. -.=
he said he want to surprise me with a bikini on my birthday..
really wth arh, it was seriously shocking..
then james suddenly ask if i were scared of him or uncomfortable with him
and told me if he did do anything wrong can tell him.. =s
well, i admit im avoiding.. sometimes i rather be left alone arh
i really cant figure out how come these few days like that..
abit funny, abit weird, abit ridiculous.. ya.?
then im really confused not sure arh.. =s confused and scared
if i stop dreaming. 5:51 PM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
