Sunday, December 04, 2005
f~my heart keep falling all over again and again~f
hii, well i more and more see buay song my blog arh..
dont really know why arh.. like kinda sian with it..
want to change layout everything, but lazy..
maybe one day free then change everything.. ^^
anyway very tired nowadays, couldnt sleep well..
everytime got people disturb my sleep, arghh..
anyway yesterday de yesterday (friday) was a long day..
morning woke up early in the morning 6.20 went school..
took bus, went to lab.. graded lab.. woots..
then my mentee sat beside me, i abit stress..
lols cos he kept looking at me arh..
i dont know arh.. people look at me i sure know de..
then i will have an uneasy feeling, so i dont like people stare
usually i will check if the person is staring, then look away..
i think people stare abit irritating noh.. lols
anyway then first part of the lab i can do, behind i couldnt..
then i bobian had to copy answers, hahah..
oh ya that day was 12th dec also, james' birthday..
i could see he quite sad noh.. i hadnt wish him that day..
felt abit bad for him noh.. i wanted to buy him a lil something de
then one day he provoked me, i decided not to..
but on that day, i felt really bad arh.. zz
1pm we finished school, but i had maths mentoring at 1.30
so i couldnt pei james arh, can tell hes quite disappointed..
seems like nobody celebrated for him noh, poor thing..
then i went up, registered and waited in the classroom..
hmm, i got a 21yr old girl to teach.. she approached me
shes matured and cute cute de.. i like her very much arh..
kekek, she very keen at learning noh.. and quite hardworking..
when i forget some formulae and on how to do a question..
she said nevermind take your time..
really great, gave me the confidence to teach her noh..
starting i really abit stressed.. didnt know want to go anot..
scully really got diisiao people kept asking me questions..
or didnt understand what im trying to teach.. real jialat noh..
luckily what i taught her, she understood..
hahah, she even told her friends i teach good and clicked to her
then after 4pm we chatted noh.. as i was waiting for yn..
hahah he had a hard time arh.. his mentee kept want to do gaussian
do til he also got confused.. lols, then they both wore green..
like couple noh, somemore the girl small size he big size.. =x
then announcement said 4.30 got fire drill..
we before 4.30 left noh.. took cab with yn, as he was rushing..
hmm, after that walked home.. like think of some stuff..
then til today i still dont know why and how my leg hurt.. lols
anyway now better, wont walk like bai kar ler..
went home ler, after that went to meet john, fer, gwy, flo and wx..
i really tired noh.. then watched people dancing and cheerleading
it was a crowd sia, then cheerleading only can see when people fly..
hmm then iz came, kev and tuck also came.. johnson left..
we went to watch movie noh, really sian half..
at first discuss quite long, some dont want watch this that..
lols, in the end we watched chicken little..
quite a cute show noh, then some part quite touching..
oww, i sobbed.. kekek its about trust between father and son..
rest of the show is really cute noh.. alot of old songs.. =D
"oh dont go breaking my heart" "no i wont go breaking your heart"
still got "so tell me what you want, what you really really want"
lols, awesome songs..
after that went crc.. arghh.. =s
met keyou, zhenleong and lun there.. keyou fat ler.. =x
i didnt want to play de noh.. but uneven number.. 9 people
then they said til i like bobian sia.. lols so i played..
i thot they 3 together quite pro, with tuck and fer..
in the end with iz, wx, kev and gwy.. we won them
kekek, i first time crystal maiden beyond godlike sia..
after that went home noh.. tired tired..
almost whole day outside eh.. wished james happy birthday last min
sometimes i like to do that.. kekek
then saw him online, he talked to me.. woots..
he started asking me to rest, heart pain for me..
really kinda weird weird noh..
then he asked if could catch a movie together.. his treat
hmm, i dont mind lah.. but i wont truthful to myself
firstly i dont want give wrong impression..
secondly i felt as if i was pitying him..
so nono, cannot like that de..
yupps, then yesterday (saturday) went out again..
tired tired.. i wanted to go cine noh, join some lucky draw..
then fer had tuition til 4, so went with ron and yn first..
hahah, they were at cold storage quite some time eh..
by the time i reached there, they were looking at the different beers
really funny peeps.. then went to some section..
gosh, i dont understand why so many types of condoms..
what the hell is for lubricating gel.. lols and i never touch any before
no way am i gonna touch them.. i see liao also will paiseh noh..
after buying some stuff, we went to take bus to cine noh..
went there, put my lucky draw form.. really hope i could get
and it was a pity i didnt bring my lime magazine..
could have gotten a goodie bag with a limited edition figurine.. arghh
after that walked around, wanted to watch movie..
in the end decided fer reach first then say.. so we went up level9
real awesome place.. its a big lan shop, with good computers..
with xbox, nice lightings, overall its a swell place lah..
then we slacked there for quite some time.. hahah fer was abit slow
after she reached, we went to eat.. talked some rubbish too..
then headed to cuppage, wanted to play 2v2 noh..
reached there, saw mel with his two friends.. then played together
fer like said they quite pro, then we 4v3 with them..
then one darren came in, didnt remember why the decision was to 5v3
then we won of cos.. then after that they left noh..
hmm, after that two small boys want play with us 4v2..
woots, nearly lost sia.. one of them is pro, one of them is newbie
then the pro one got nerubian weaver, so pro noh..
first time see nerubian weaver so pro.. kekek
we played 2v1 in two lanes ma.. then fer and yn with the newbie..
they kept killing the boy.. the pro boy said "dont feed" something something
then i thot he saying to his friend dont feed fer and yn..
fer asked who.? then the boy said his friend lah.. so its dont feed on newbie
then we said play game jiu shi yao try kill here and there de..
then do what.? stand around or let him kill meh.. boliao sia..
hmm, and three people also cannot kill weaver noh..
in the end was weaver triple kill.. arghh sadness
the boyboy still so xialan de, i bought gem.. dropped he dared me buy another
waa shocking, i said "waa dare me sia".. he gave me a "jk"..
think he want xialan also cannot noh, later yn or ron box him one punch =x
lols, ron still chat with him.. the boy asked if any of us play in bnet..
ron said he played barbie dolls only, still full collection sia..
very funny noh.. we laughing our way while playing, even died..
but yn good arh, he farmed.. and still know how to buy for armour
only yn can conquer weaver noh, kekek..
after that the two boys lost and left noh.. i asked why never say bbyex de..
they said the boy talked so xialan, still can face us.. =s
then got quite afew people said want play with us.. they 5 people
wx haven reach, so we said later noh.. hahah
and they went to eat.. wx came liao we went back down.. not much space
then we went to find a shoe sale somewhere.. forgotten where
cos yn go throw away the leaflet.. -.= hahah then we walked around noh
wanted to play at cine, i couldnt stay out late.. wx like not happy.. =s
after much decision, we went to crc noh..
saw the "awesome stuff" guy, chris, rox, bl, cm, dom, ray there..
really qiao arh..
then blah blah, starting fer owned them sia..
then comp hang, then i left ler.. ^^ fer you owe me my 10$ =x
tomorrow will be a better day.. everyday will be a sunny day
if i stop dreaming. 12:22 AM +
-=perfect day=-
i was fretting last night
lost out in the cold
couldnt see the light
then he opened up the door
i came in from the dark
fell into his arms
just in time
wow i know that ive
left the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
theres a look in his eyes
that makes me feel all right
lights the perfect sky
that i couldnt see before
that he helped me to find
now that ive seen him shine
i know ill never be alone
cause now i know that i
have love i cant deny
wont let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
i think i lost you in another life
a part of me that ive left behind
i wont go on without you
and now i know that i
have put the past behind
i let it go
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
you could tell me tonight
that maybe the world would end
that the sun wouldnt rise
and it was gonna rain again
just as long as hes in my arms
its gonna be a perfect day
its gonna be a perfect day
