--bail me out, im just guilty for falling--

Sunday, January 08, 2006

f~never expect a lot in life, its the simple things that count~f

the day have been raining since then..
so cooling, i even thot why got aircon while sleeping..
oh ya, in the middle of the night i woke up..
=s i dreamt my papa died, then i cried..
i woke up i still teared abit, then went back to sleep..
hah yesterday watched two local films i rented..

so this is the local guy who made the two films..
a pretty creative guy, name: tzang merwyn tong

this 53mins film is a mixture of bizarre, school and adolescent.. it started with a boy named Wynn, he came to this new college called Faeryville.. he was expelled from his previous school as he fought with a bully who commented something nasty about his mother.. so he came to this new school, new environment, no friends yet; all strangers.. and came Faeke, he was the first guy who talked to him.. hes the type of crazy tragedic poetry guy, wore black and white from head to toe.. like those type of crazy sadist too, he talked like a poet.. so in this school, there was the Backside Boyz who girls screamed for, guys siamed for.. cos they also like to be big bullies, and they dont look very handsome lah.. only the head Ah Hock who is a malay, looks the best, the rest still so so or eee.. then they went to class, the lecturer talked so boring de.. and the Glamour Girls came in, the most pretty and popular girl among was Alicia who alot of guys fancied.. but shes abit "that dont impress me" "boring lah" on her face type of girl.. so anyway Faeke had a plan, he managed to gather Wynn, Lipp, Toilet and one more forget what name to join his outcast gang.. i like this part.. he started his poetic sayings, "wankers lamers losers, arent we all!" was his most famous.. choose your addiction, choose your poison.. actually the whole story is about being bullied or misfit, then they want to make sense out of their seemingly senseless world.. their first "plot" was Faeke got into trouble, and the Backside Boyz started to bash him up.. despite of all the pain, he still manage to laugh and smile.. so made Ah Hock very angry, and continued to bash him up real hard.. alot of peeps saw of course, then thats the first bad impression.. the principal came, then they just excused themselves by saying they were playing.. *shake head* too bad uh, the principal was Ah Hock's father.. then after that Wynn was eating his carrot cake alone, he was also admiring Alicia from another table of the Glamour Girls.. and the Backside Boyz came and sat with the Glamour Girls, they talked alot.. nothing interested Alicia, and most of their opinions were different from her.. she just sat there and listened.. so anyway then one of the Backside Boyz saw Wynn, and said hes with Faeke de, and hes staring at them.. they wanted to bash up Wynn, when suddenly Lipp came.. Lipp was kinda ah gua, he put make up and lip stick and wore a tube.. so he came running down the stairs, flew upon Ah Hock and kissed him on the lips *everyone stunned*.. he then said "i always wanted to do that" and grabbed Ah Hock's balls then ran.. all the peeps around of course stared, oww all the humilations for Ah Hock.. then he "ARGHH, get him.!" and the chase began.. Wynn had no choice, he followed behind.. they ran and ran, til Lipp reached a dead end.. then got bashed up, poor guy.. shortly later, the rest appeared as if demon summoners.. and started chanting, Faeke then cursed them.. the Backside Boyz of course got frightened and ran off.. then bad things really happened, their parents got into accidents.. everybody knew and they were frightened of Wynn and his friends.. only Alicia approached Wynn "why do you keep staring at me. when are you going to ask me out.?".. Wynn was speechless, just then the principal called to see him in his office.. oww wasted a chance.. Faeke had disappeared, hes a dangerous and a wanted man.. the principal wanted Wynn to tell him wheres Faeke, Wynn's mother kept sobbing.. he was rather furious when the principal mentioned about Wynn's past.. he just walked out, and Alicia was outside waiting.. they went to sit down to talk, but she wasnt what he expected.. Alicia started saying his group was so awesome, nobody ever stood up for the Backside Boyz.. Wynn was upset, nobody wanted to know about him, just him.. he bet nobody knew his name, he bet nobody cared.. he walked away, went to somewhere deserted he might belong.. the place where he found Faeke too, he started asking "whats so wrong with you.?".. but actually, Faeke had a past just like Wynn.. he was bullied, made fun of.. he just want to push back, but he didnt mean to push too hard.. Wynn finally understand, they are truly friends.. so they walked out, where they met face to face with the Backside Boyz again.. Ah Hock had a gun, then one of the Backside Boyz whose father was in accident wanted to kill Faeke.. Faeke didnt mean anything to happen, he just want the Backside Boyz to learn their lessons.. but they became sick and psychoed, they actually really believed they summoned demons.. and really, BANG Faeke got shot and died.. Wynn was very upset, he took the gun.. he hated everyone, his best friend is dead.. the principal came, "give me the gun".. Wynn said "you all look upon me now because i have a gun in my hand. when i dont have the gun, im nothing, NOTHING to any of you. i want to thank Faeke for giving me this day, thank you Faeke." BANG he shot himself in the head and died.. [the story has ended.. but life goes on]

this is another film, 45mins adult version of Little Red Riding Hood.. bloody, weird yet creative.. it started with this naive girl, and her mother asked her to visit grandmama.. she looks very cute, oww i like her big eyes.. anyway her name is Beth and so she was on her way to visit grandmama.. her mother told her not to speak to any strangers, as there are darkness lurking in the woods.. so she was on her way, walking skipping along the path.. then there was a stranger, he started to talk to her.. at first she didnt want to talk, then she didnt want to be unfriendly so she spoke up.. Uncle Charlie was nearby, he was accusing the stranger to be some pervert preying on innocent little things.. then Beth said dont worry they were just talking, and asked him to go away.. so the stranger then asked Beth where grandmama stayed, he gave her a lollipop and asked her to take another route as it wasnt safe.. so that guy went to find grandmama, and killed her.. he even took afew bites on her, then dragged her to somewhere.. blood everywhere, yucks.. he pulled down the curtains and took off his pants.. lite a cigarette and made himself cosy on the bed.. Beth finally reached, its funny she couldnt recognise voice de meh.. so anyway she went in, put down her stuffs and sat on the bed with "grandmama" and talked.. gave Beth afew puffs on the cigarette "what rough hands you have, grandmama" "to feel you better, my dear" "what big eyes you have, grandmama" "to see you better, my dear" "what big nose you have, grandmama" lols.. then she finally saw, she screamed and tried to run.. but he caught her, later Uncle Charlie came in (ps: he was peeping through the curtains all along, hes kinda slow when he start to bash in. was he enjoying watching part of the moment.? lols).. fought and fought, lots of blood.. Beth also saw her grandmama, dead.. she screamed and was terrified, she had no choice, she took grandmama's gun and tried to aim.. BANG shot Uncle Charlie dead, wth.. the guy was quite happy, he was about to leave.. just then, Beth took Uncle Charlie's grass mower and cut off both of his legs.. really very disgusting, then she stood there, got nervous and pee-d.. she took off her undies, and the guy's bird stood up.. she became curious, went over and sat herself up and down.. so then the pervert became paralyze, no legs.. poor thing, took care by Beth who became a nurse.. have to help him bath, but she kinda tortured him too.. [the fable of innocence lost]

if i stop dreaming. 3:12 PM +